You should practice a bit visualisation and try to be more concentrated. Also try to practice controlling the energy, like try to push energy from you and in you, get a feel for it, like when you practice telekinesis, if you tried that ever. Get a feel for it, be more concetrated, push energy...

It's crazy how big attack I personally recieved already before this started. I felt something, and started being afraid, enemy used it and now some things went to shit. It's not easy to gain control over your mind just like that, you will fail a lot in the beggining but later you become stronger...

Thank you Shael. I agree, enemy will try to stop us... I never felt them attacking so much, better attack back harder than ever. I remember when I dedicated there were no rituals at all. People had no idea what to do, they were lost and confused, it was hard to advance. I remember how much I...

Here we are today.. proud warriors of hell fighting for our freedom and for our salvation, fighting to make things right again. Today is heavy feel in the air, hard to breathe, hard to think. Fear destroying weak souls, opening them to the nastiest shit ever that belongs to the enemy. Lot of...

I didn't felt that much at that moment of dedication, I guess i was too afraid of my parents at that moment that they will come in my room, but soon after it I started feeling - Damn, I'm home finally!- Since I dedicated my soul and my life was becoming more and more beautiful. Some people feel...

I had to learn things on a hard way. I was really sensitive to manipulation before, it was easy to control me. People just kept lying and trying to decieve me, to control me, and jews are created to decieve and to manipulate everyone. Jews looking you in the eyes and lying, brainwashing you...

I saw them few times. If allowed I will later post my paintings of them. They look creepy tbh, they have darker skin, I think usually dark gray. Now, not sure why, but their eyes have some red glow, at least those I saw. Maybe beneath of that glowing energy are eyes of a different colors, I have...

I also have Mercury retrograde. People telling me I'm retarded all my life. Had trouble in school with some things. Problems with talking and communication. One of biggest issue about me is this retrograde, caused me nasty hang-ups and it's hard to do anything properly with it. It's hard to...

You are welcome. Do your best from now on and try to be more determined. Sometimes it's okay to slow down a bit but try to do your meditations still. Sometimes change them so you have better results from it. Privacy problems are pain in the ass. Try more silent meditations with visualisation...

I'm doing my RTR faster, but I'm trying to also put energy in the Astral more carefully. I noticed before I'm doing something similar while doing magic so I started doing it while doing final RTR. Demons looked happy about it so I'm doing it often now. Sometimes when too tired I let the energy...

With cleaning of the soul and healing the traumas your mental barriers will go down and you will start thinking in completely another way. Your IQ will increase with cleaning and meditations. If you do it all correctly soon you will notice changes. Often people lack concentration too so practice...

How about you find something that motivates you. Like, meditate and think about yourself and your spirit. Who are you? Where your power lies? What motivates you in life and why are you here? I also had one period when I was teen where I stopped my meditations. I tried them young but I was...

Among us all here sometimes I feel like just 10-20% are actually trying to advance and fix anything. Others are just doing whatever ... giving up and getting carried away in random bullshit over and over again.. I thought we are worshipping our Gods,not our personal hang ups. Ought we put it...

I'm not fucked, I'm not even that bad now. Affirmations are the key after all, how else AoP would work. I have nice AoP now, not perfect but in years it will be really strong. Breath of fire feels nice for now. I was doing it before but I wasn't too serious about it, now it's every day to do, I...

Yeah, I understand. I feel them a lot, pressure and energy in them and then lot of buzzing later, but i will have to clean some chakras more. I managed to clean a lot during last few weeks, in my life I haven't cleaned this much but I must clean some more. I feel my chakras for years, now I feel...

I just think we should still keep trying and being social. And yeah you can find new friends, just keep trying. Might take your few years but even 2-3 decent people in your life are more then enough to make your life more fulfilled. Add some Demon friends and you can be happy. If they want they...

Tbh, I am overdoing it all apparently. Since I decided to do my meditations daily I started just adding more and more, but pushed too hard. Overstimulated my pineal gland, overstimulated my kundalini and nervous system. I became obsessed with empowering and meditations, but it seems most of...

Only way to force the serpent is to clean yourself more hahahah. Less empowering, more cleaning and it will go faster because chakras can't be filled with enough energy anyways if there is a dirt. Ofc, if a person is in a mess, it will create even more mess so pushing it while being unprepared...

People lately it seems are giving up from improving because Gods will be back. I roll my eyes almost everytime I see people talk about their return... Like what now, we all gonna just cross our arms and sit back until they don't come back to fix everything over the night even our all personal...

You are fine, just enemy messing with you a lot and paranoia killing you. Just don't think much about it and don't feel so bad for every little thing you do wrong. Make meditations your habit and rtrs too, but if you fail to do rtr for a day or two try later to do more. If you feel like a...

I seriously can't see a way to change yourself so much that you become almost another race. What you have, you have, you should find a way to love it. When you become a god bad things will go away that are stopping you to become immortal, but just because you think your brown asiatic eyes suck...

Yes hahahahahaha. Right side of the body is left side of the brain and left side is actually right side. Gah x) And yeah one Demon appeared to me and said that elecetricity is also fire. They started explaining me some things sometimes and I swear lately I just wanna sleep. Why is sleep such a...

Pingala is the left side, Ida is the right side. Sorry, I was tired again. I'm also trying to correct my sleep. It's not that easy. Everything affects this apparently.

What often happens is that you aren't stimulating your body and brain over the day most likely but also food can affect this. Add more workout or go to a walk sometimes, have some fun during the day and eat something that is calming you down. Some herbs might also help you to relax, you can try...

The best is to learn from your own experiences and to think about it all. Feel the energy and what is happening around you and in you. There are some nice things you can find on the internet but be careful about those all informations.

Yeah I know. Reason why I just came back here to explain it little bit more but you came. Yeah you are right about meditations and workings. I'm correcting my own mistakes too. Lot of dirt others put into me is still refusing to go properly and I can clearly feel their energy still in me. It...

Sex acts are mixing energies of the aura and soul and to some degree even permamently changing those. It's like you are taking part of someone inside of you forever, they will become part of you, even will change your DNA as you take theirs. Every sex act is triggering those changes in soul...

Sigh. It's hard but it's often part of a cleaning. Clean your aura often too when you start feeling weird. Stay strong, it should be fine... Yeah, it's not pleasant at all sometimes

Basically, we need to keep focusing more on ourselves. I'm one huge fucking empath often and I would do everything for others but, in most cases it's best not to do anything but to focus on myself. Most of the time when people here want too hard to help others, to be heroes, saviours or whatever...

First off, you sound like you have 0 respect towards this person that you are trying to "help". Most likely you are trying to do this only so you can feel better about yourself in the end since I have a feel you are totally insensitive and most likely an air person, tho that is not my problem, I...

I am watching the news too and when I saw how big area in fire is actually I freaked out. It seems like they goal is to burn everything down, in maps it can be seen that it's planned to start as much as fires as possible. There are some fires that are started in other parts of the world. Those...

Dammit, this is nice to read. I always was curious about some of those things. Thank you commander Here people often keep lecturting me how Hitler made us just problems, they can't see that because of him my country and many others are alive actually. He made sure that our culture continues to...

This sounds nice ^^ We should all cool down a bit I think huh

Lol, *all of my art is dark and sad*. Anyways, I don't want to really hate anybody here. I am sorry if I hurt people too much here, I want them the best actually. And often we don't even understand each other properly it seems anyways

Basically my point is not to be too insensitive. It's okay to have opinion and all just don't be too big idiot all the time. We all can feel fragile sometimes, but also we all must try not to be. Act like a human being, not as an ape on steroids. Before week or two I would cry for a single...

I seriously hate when we fight. I said already you can hate me and my art, I just don't want us to be too mean to each other, but okay. I know almost all of my dark is filled with sad energy and that, because I was sad most of the time. Feel free to say what you want, I just want us to not...

Thanks... **blushes*** I guess they do .. :shock: :D

I don't want to attack you. I attacked you back then because I had a feel you are attacking me. I am not sensing energies all the time. People should have their privacy here sometimes xD I'm trying not to feel most of the time actually. Anyways, if I hurt you somehow I am sorry. Btw if you...

Hahahah I guess. Maybe he just needs some attention

Thank you very much. You made me really happy and emotional..again x) I am trying always to work on myself and on my talents. I have some weird fire that keeps pushing me to work more than others so I'm trying to draw and paint at least when I feel it too much in me. My fire is being pushed...

Here I will nicely put how things are now. I don't seek for any more help or advices as I already recieved too many, it's on me now to apply those successfully and to fix my things. I don't want to talk about my self-destructive tendencies, as it's pointless. All those who are trying to help...

I seriously don't understand how majority of the people are just picking my negative stuff, even you and no matter what I do it keeps being like this. I felt little bit better and more confident to share one piece of artwork, and I was so shy that I actually planned to not even say that it was...

Actually, no, it's my painting of my opening of 7. chakra and awakening of the pineal gland more. I was painting it almost all the time when my consciousness was expanding out of my head. I felt like I was one with the cosmos. It was beautiful. I was drifting off everywhere, my mind was huge as...

I'm starting to think you really should be ignored all the time

Competitive spirit is good as long as we know how to handle it. I think it's a gift, tho sometimes it can invoke us a wrath of jealousy and make us unbearadle to others. It can make our fire to burn us from the inside so to say. My point is- some hang ups here are really dangerous to...

Hmmm, most likely it's fully opened and activated pineal gland, which opens the part of the mind Gods are normally using. When activated it stimulates our right side of the brain more as it's usually neglected a lot in normal humans and then it can be united with the left side of the brain...

I also had similar problems before. That's normal, tho don't think we must be alone, just be really careful near normies, it's hard to be close with them in most cases as they might start acting retarded once they found out more about us or enemy might try to manipulate them in some way. It's...

All okay brother...stay strong.. I can reach to others nicely often :) I am an artist myself. Your way of expressing yourself is really sweet, I will always support you there. Some haters might hate, but we all have few of those. Sometimes we must just be what we are, as I said, but yeah...

Time for one long ass post now... Aldrick, once I felt your energies and made one huge weird reply about how we should not be alone. It was not about me completely. I wanted to reach out to you too. I told you that we must stop with this bullshit basically. I know that it feels the best to be...

Wunjo is good to heal such a trauma. Sun energies can banish depression very well, try Sowilo or Surya at least when you are feeling really down. Moon energies will repair your emotions if you feel like something is not okay with them. Maybe try to focus on Earth's energy. You can focus on...

Same here. I always feel like an alien in my country. Part of me wants to move out, and part of me wants to stay here like most SS should and to fight for my country, tho not every SS is the same so we should still see what is best for us. Maybe I am one of those who just should try to move out...

Are you Rooks friend? Lol No, it's a sword. If you want to insult me try better, but I am good at that myself anyways. :) Have a nice day xP

Np :) Also ofc pay more attention on your sushumna and even heart chakra extenions. Good luck comrade..

I just want some advices on which runes could help me, and I will not stop seeking for help and advices since I am not good at those things yet. Meaning, if I feel like crying, I will cry as much as I want to. I was using energy drawing and visualisation for my meditations all those years. Now...

Most likely you will barely have time for meditations and yoga. You will have some time before going to bed and on weekends. And if you can use some small pauses during the day, but that will be harder. You can do some stuff ofc. Not impossible but it will be hard. Military will crush the weak...

Np, sometimes I write out of frustration XD Well yeah ,the stronger and healthier our body is, the stronger and cleaner our soul is too. After all, it's kinda same. We all gonna be strong and hot later hahahahah x) Also I forgot to mention, sometimes we pick some bodies on rush or when it's...

I was retarded idiot as usual and didn't wanted to master void properly. I was afraid that it will ruin my artistic abilities if I void all day. I was an idiot. I realized it. I am trying to correct it. I had visons, tons of them in my mind usuallyy ( sometimes even future prophecies) and I was...

Lately I started feeling and seeing energies more... I was shocked when I started seeing those ties. Apparently lot of normies, majority of them are linked to the enemy in some way or another or to the people who are linked to the enemy( those people always abuse them in some way it seems or are...

RTR's are here to help us with cleaning of our souls and even if they stimulate our chakras more or our serpents, they will just help us. I think you are in beginning phase still. Build no expectations with this all tho, but it can last few years to trigger something like this. With it will...

Being of another sub-race for a lifetime or few of them is not a catastrophe. We aren't so different if we have a hair or eyes of another color compared to others in our race. Pure Aryans have still similar gene pool even when they don't look so much alike. Lot of genes can go passive and...

Apparently literally everybody can notice that I have a problem with this and I do. Tho reason why I said I am my own enemy was for another reasons but okay ( because we are to blame for most of the bad things that happen to us blah blah...) I must start a working to fix my issue. I must pick...

Yeah, I understand, thanks for advices.. I don't know how is it in those places really. I guess enemy is making me feel like going there is a good idea.

All okay, I will be better. Sorry for not being talkative lately... Thank you for being nice to me, yeah, we are here to support each other I believe. Amon helped me again yesterday, so today I am feeling decent. Hopefully there is not much left to clean, I am really tired of this all. I hate...

I barely even knew I had hang-ups before, and when this started it all became clear. I noticed some dirt but I didn't thought it will all end up being so nasty. Sorry for taking your time again and thanks for the reply, hopefully I will be better soon. I know who my guardians are and they are...

Sometimes I just don't know what to do when I feel so bad so I start thinking about giving up and going to a mental hospital. Stopping meditations usually is a wrong answer, but yeah, lot of people stopped instead of fixing things. Sometimes it was good tho, as some people were more prepared...

Ooppps, just realized this, I was picking very bad and incorrect words I believe in my post. People usually don't see the difference and doesn't know what even sexual energy is so I started saying that it's Kundalini lately, because I just went with the flow. Idk why but..lot of people even from...

Is there any way of me talking sometimes with you on protonmail? And I will need some of your services to see will this madness continue next year as well. I will not bother you too much, I just have few questions that I probably shouldn't be posting here. I am in really bad shape lately, so I...

So basically I am severely mentally ill now for no reason whatsoever then if you are saying the truth... I will soon be 22 yo. If I am this much mentally ill and this is not kundalini transformation, what can I do to heal my illness? I don't think I have any rights to be here if I am ill, but...

I want to thank everyone who gave me support and advices before, and my special thanks to you Lydia. I listened to your advice about Wunjo and started a working before few days. I think I can think straight again sometimes, and working is getting stronger every day. I added something weird in...

Not sure how to even be around others now as I feel really weird, barely can think straight, panicking a lot when that all hits me, and sometimes even when I am calm I can get paranoid suddenly. My mind started being delusional a lot and making out things, and making my problems seem bigger than...

Going insane Well, this is embarrassing but, yeah I kinda got mentally ill. They told me how important is to be clean and all before triggering Kundalini transformation, but due to my immaturity, obvious retardation, and sudden progress that I somehow made, I got unstable and lost my shit. For...

Tbh, not really self-sabortage is my intention. I wanna grow, I wanna grow powerful as fuck and I wanna be happy. I just know that barely even enemy out here can damage us as we can. We are responsible for our own actions, and we are first to blame. Not even Reptilians or Greys or other people...

You always manage to confuse me. I hardly can understand what you want really to say or what are your true intentions. Idk why but I'm 90% sure that you are following me around and insulting me all this time. No idea what you really want even now. You tried improving your communication skills or...

Thanks. I understand what you want to say. I will see what I can do. There are some obstacles that are preventing me in being more proud and happy, but I guess I need to try even more..

Yeah, I have abnormally morbid, dark and violent part of personality. It's can be a powerful drive to move forward and to take the best out of everything. If this part of me is not satisfied, it seems that nasty things happen. Also, I think I can remember some of traumatic events from my past...

Thanks. I'm adding new workings to clean my soul. Big part of my dirt is from my past lives actually, so I will have to remove it somehow. It's always pissing me off and I feel frustrated even when everything is okay and add some of my problems now and this happens I guess. Also I noticed some...

Why are people suicidal anyway? I am suicidal since forever, I barely was a kid and I wanted to die. I always had visions of me getting killed or similar, I always had a strong urge to die. I'm also very depressed person all my life and I had a lot of trouble with other people and my own...

Tbh, probably you are right. I think this here is mostly lying or exaggerations, because true and loyal SS would never have similar problems. Just cleaning for a few months can prevent similar things from happening anyway. Basically, this person is getting laid with the enemy for years, and...

I deleted the post but, I guess it was too late xD It's nice that I'm more open but maybe I should not use forums as my diary or something. I'm suprised you even wanted to read it all. Thank you for your time and for understanding. Glad to hear you are also changing, we all must advance even...

You remind me of one of those really creepy guys around here who would just follow me and smile. Sometimes they even say something stupid ... aandd.. then they decide to disappear..

Fair enough. Valid points. Thanks for your honesty. Truth will come sooner or later to the surface. Maybe I am delusional completely, maybe not, thought it seems to me that I'm lately starting to be really open, tho..who knows. I might burn myself with it, but I will make sure that I don't burn...

Most of the Satan's Demon blocks me when they don't want me to speak. Usually I never do this, so I think you people need to understand that I have no intention to speak for her. I just said one thing, thing he already knows it seems. Btw, real guardians barely ever are allowing such sort of a...

It's double egded sword for me. The way I can pick from others and the way they can manipulate me with those things, I can manipulate them too, much much better. My water also senses weak spots in others, so it makes it even easier. I feel evil for even having this tbh, I feel like a living...

Also, I want to add here, that there are people who love to play victims all the time, and they love to be abused and raped and similar, and they are such a nice target to the enemy. You know yourself better, so you know more how many openings you have.... I know that most people who want to...

Sorry to hear that. It sounded to me like one the nasty thoughtform problems. I never was raped by the enemy entity, maybe because I can notice them near me usually. Try to keep your soul as clean as possible, and don't let that being to attach to you anymore. Never wanted to do you any harm...

Thanks for your advices. I understand what you want to say...I'm trying my best to fix my issues. I'm learning to be confident and yet to not harm everyone around me, which is hard for me, because I either keep my confidence and strenght and hurt everybody around, or I become really shy...

What is the meaning of this? Enlighten me.

Then we talk there :) I think that you are a nice soul and I can see that you had some crazy shit in your life. Probably you noticed much before her in your life but you were unsure about what is happening. I can often see things and hear sometimes by just focusing on the energy, and I sensed...

Look, the being is not really alive. This is your thoughtform that you maybe empowered for a lifetimes. You have probably some problems with a Neptune too (rules subc.), because it's connected to it, to your crown chakra, to your chakras above your head and aura around. You are so attached to it...

Hey, I don't want to be awkward or anything, nor I want to chase you around but, I kinda want us to talk somewhere in private. I'm sorry that I don't have that article but I just noticed your Succubuss yesterday and some weird things about you. I think I am guided to help you or something...

I noticed that not every astral connection is the same and it all vary. And also, over the time strenght of the those bonds tend to cease or to get stronger. It all depends on what you want, but be aware of your inner wishes as they could do some things on their own. If you want it just sexual...

Thanks, I'm trying my best here ^^ I'm good right now, thanks to my Guardians. Hopefully nothing will go wrong again. I had worst time of my life, now Sorath decided to train my mind and to clean me from some things, so I never fall so low again. This transformation can be good if you are...

You actually gave me some ideas for my new AoP. I never expected to find my solution easily but, I think I will try that with Aether( I have high hopes for this) and I will try to program myself to stop picking everything so easily. I don't want to fuck this up, so that I end up in even more...

I'm getting better slowly it seems :) My Guardians cleaned me in a hugeee working before 2 days, I guess they also got fed up with my situation. Now I feel saner than ever, just still must make some special protective layers on my aura. From your energy I can sense that we are similar in some...

Something similar to Ida and Pingala unison happened to me before few months. It felt like cold calm energy and raw hot energy united in my brain and after it, few weeks my consciousness barely was holding onto my physical body and I started feeling everything but not ordinary things... My...

Probably their energy is cleaning your dirt and blockages. I had similar thing for years, and after I cleaned some stubborn dirt from my chakras, that weird feel started ceasing. Now I feel normal when I feel their energy. Focus on cleaning yourself more and it will be fine.

Stimulate your brain and mind with something positive for you. Like after doing it all, reward yourself with something nice, so your brain will start connecting meditations with something good. Also, try to listen to some nice music while doing some meditations, and try to relax as much as...

When trying to communicate with Demons try to get in touch with their energy as much as you can. Meditate on their sigils, try to feel their energy, the more, the better. In time, while focused on their energy you will notice more things, more sings from them, guidance, appearance and in the end...

Sorry for replying so late, I was very busy. There will be more of our people joining us here, I'm sure of that. As long as we are keeping our good work there will be positive changes in our society. Lot of crazy things happened in ex-Yu countries, indeed. I have nothing else to add here, as...

Interesting, this is really nice to see. I 'm dedicated SS for almost 10 years now, when I came here as many others I tried to be a member of those groups, Demonic_Realm and similar. It was many years ago, I left really soon, but scars still remain so to say. Almost all of them practiced wicca...

I make shields of sun's energy. Like, imagine part of your energy going to the borders of your aura. You can even imagine little particles on the border getting somewhat bigger than others and looking like shattered little crystal particles. Imagine them repelling all the negative energy and...

If you are sensitive enough, places with negative and ill energy are easy to notice. Sometimes energy is so dense that we can even have some disturbing mental images or we can sense, hear or smell some things from there. Usually after some bad accidents lot of the negative energy can be left...

You can try to burn your room with Satanic flames when you feel those things or try to strengthen your protection. When I feel attacked I always burn my room a little bit just in case :) Sometimes if enemy is really there I can feel and see little fuckers burning around in panic ^^ If that...

Thanks... Well ofc, you need energy for every working. Magic is also about creativity.

Wunjo is really good for this. Gebo is not bad either but it's somehow more serious so to say, for more serious workings . You can also use Ehwaz, you will gain some control with it. Othal is kinda strengthening the bonds, like it can engrave them even in history somehow. Algiz will protect...

I'M CRYING x'D I can't stop hahhahahahhaahha xDDDD

You are welcome. I'm glad that I have helped. We have a lot in common just so you know. Let us talk in private please. Message me on protonmail - azorm666

Leave your past behind. Don't think so much about it. Ok? Just leave it. When you are focusing on those bad stuff you are bringing similar stuff again and you can't move on and have something better. Also stop overthinking and saying to yourself negative things ( simple negative few words if we...

That's the one of the right ways to do it, I approve this. There is a specific feel of a transfering message in the mind of the others. I'm trying to keep that feel almost all the time and for that is needed a lot of concentration. When I'm condensing it into a ball for a instance im trying to...

I decided to meditate on this place for a little bit. Literally found out something like a little black thorns in this place and one of them is really big right now ( smell like a stinky jew ).It can be felt that some of the people here are intruders and nothing else. They have strong...

Hey, they are with you. They can hear you and see. Trust me, you are just aren't open enough to them. Actually, with me is Amon Ra righ now, idk know is he really your guardian as well and I don't want to know that, because that is something between you two that you have to resolve if it's...

It's possible and I'm practicing it lately. But the truth is I really don't know how to explain the process. You have to have strong visualisation and skill in directing the energy+ really really good concentration. Actually, you can send video messages and 3d,4d all six senses messages in...

Hahahahah sigh.. I remember when I was like you and I was chasing normies around and playing some saint or whatever. Everytime I ended up in a big trouble in the end and they also had a rough time because of the enemy. Enemy will turn everyone against you or chase them away. As I already said...

No,no, thank you. You made my day. I'm going through something and I kinda feel nice now.... Sigh. I'm in final preparations to raise my sexual energy up my spine, it could happen anytime now. My soul is clean as a fucking morning sun and Gods are extremely protective of me. Lately I'm hanging...

Sometimes if we are dirty it can prevent us from relaxing and falling into a trance state. I know from my experience that before I cleaned some shit from myself I barely could even stay still and relaxed. It seems that I had problems with anxiety and I felt all the time that I have to do...

Thank you very much :D

I do yoga and workout regulary. The binding is getting weaker everyday, that's for sure. I'm cleaning myself dialy. All of my chakras are opened and strong. My Guardians are really nice and they do work with me usually, but I was a fool and had a hard time realising some things, but they were...

Don't worry, I have guidance. My main GD told me I need to raise my sexual energy and that I need to change my meditation program few days ago. I was unsure can I really do It but he was persistent. Now I know that he wants me to do it because I was letting it roam around sometimes, and in the...

I want to remove enemy binding which is preventing most of my sexual and kundalini energy trapped. Lot of that energy is pooling in my legs which is very dangerous. The binding is getting weaker each day but not fast enough. Im in a very bad situation, I have to remove the binding before this...

It's little bit complicated to explain but you are a life saver. I understand it all now. Thank you very much! This kundalini energy was always very active in me and I didn't realised it up until now. When you let something that powerful roam around you carelessly it truly can destroy you. My...

Hey, thanks.I almost forgot about this being written but it's ok, it's logical somehow. Normies are weird as fuck. Hard to even watch them as sane beings, they are way to programmed, simple slaves. Satan came on His own before few weeks and said something about me being powerful and skilled. I...

For those who wants to use black magic it would be best to advance to the point where you can sense, manipulate and transform the energy with ease. Even then time and energy put into it can be vast. If the best you can do is blindly firing energy of the runes or numbly, roughly imagining things...

Something happened to me and suddenly my energy changed drastically. I woke up yesterday feeling really weird, like I'm not being myself at all. In one night my personality changed more than it has in years, maybe in my whole life. I felt united, like my ida and pingala had united somehow and I...

Mate, look, I can see you still don't understand things. I was just like you before, had my phases where I wanted to prove to my loved ones the truth, but it always ended up badly. The main thing with me is that I was into occultism always. I was very close to the Demons in my past lifes , and...

You can try to summon him ...but..,from my experience he likes to play very cold in the beggining so to say. I mean, he probably will stay hidden until you prove to him and to yourself that you are loyal and serious. He will check on you regulary and in time he will start working with you more...

Time to do at least another one RTR today I guess... As usually I checked the news. Israel is in big trouble it seems...

On my phone I can see something weird. Under the #C and #D , letters are different -smaller, way too small...

This works for me. For the best results you should have strong chakras and good feel and visualisation. In a few days results usually follow. I use this to incite love and lust in the same time, but it can be modified ofc. Go in meditative state or trance. Visualise who you want in front of...

I have found out that George Soros is being sued, again, and is under investigations for years...Basically, nobody trusts him xD  Tho I can't find that information anywhere except on a website I usually read the news o.O Dammit, hopefully they aren't fake. I feel stupid now, I just can't find...

Sigh. Again I have decided to write things half asleep. Well done me, well done xD *doing it felt soo amazing * I'm sure we will be doing more workings like this, this one was really awesome. And I was very busy those few days, but I managed to do few RTR's somehow. Definitely was worth of...

For some reason I feel that we got stronger. And our energy as a whole has changed somehow..and doubled or even tripled in power...in just a few days. Probably because of this new ritual, doing it felt soo amusing. And jews are losing money very fast as I can see. We did great.

hahahahah sorry for mistake, I was so tired while I was writing this. *My guardian then slowly started working with me again* x'D Hahaha It seems like you are one very nice person ^^ You have beautiful energy. Keep up the good work.

I had many experiences...lately I am working with Demons everyday, so it's kind a of a normal thing to me now. I remember last December, 23th. When I was doing a ritual for father Satan... I don't think He came that night, tried to talk to Him, didn't heard Him at all. I went to sleep. Woke up...

Hahahhaah, obviously x'D

I was dreaming it again...burning Israel. Total chaos I saw, but also in Europe. Better be careful..those immigrants are aggressive as fuck, like horny monkeys on rampage. Glad to see they will soon be departed back, nobody will tolerate their shit anymore. If I can really predict things, then...

Yellow vest protests now in Israel xD Wtf hahah I had a dream last night and I dreamed about reading those news...it turned out that they really are going to destroy themselves...

Don't give up. Keep trying, I'm sure it will be okay. You body and your soul will soon cry for some more meditation. And don't be obsessed about power, better first heal, power will come gradually later. Sometimes it's hard to grow, but don't give up and the results will come.

After I advanced and opened myself more again few days ago I got shocked soo much.. And I learned a lot about myself but because of some fears I had, I was unable to accept it and I was confused as fuck and even got sick (haven't been sick in years o.O ). My guardian told me that I have to...

I already know my guardian. Just Mulciber wanted to talk to me. Everything is fine now, thank you. It was little bit confusing at the beginning, but it turned out just fine. We were close before so he wanted to talk again with me Hail Satan Hail Marduk

I think he is trying to contact me. Does anybody know him? Any information would help me a lot. How does his energy feels, color of his voice, appearance, behavior? I don't want to talk or have anything with some enemy entity so please help me Hail Satan

I have noticed how us Gentiles naturally are always somehow going back to the paganism and to our roots. Sometimes I just sit and listen to random conversations and I can see how Gentile when talking to another Gentile is leading them all to more and more natural and paganistic way of thinking...

Look, I'm sorry if I offended you. I'm actually here for years and years and I have studied everything. I understand a lot of things , it's just that I love this family soo much and that I am worried that lot of people are confused. Lot of them have many questions especially when they are new...

Why fake info on joyofsatan is still there..I don't get it..sorry but..what's going on here? :/ That is one important information really... It's too easy to get confused. And on which planet are we first created? There were more in this solar system and we barely know anything about them or why...