"...When we keep looking at the problematic and corrupted sides of so-called Jewish religion we can see Asherah. Asherah is originally a Pagan Goddess (Known as Astarte, Astaroth, İshtar etc as well). In Ancient Times, Jewish people did worship her as the “Wife of YHWH”. Then they demonized the same Goddess they worshiped, and turned her into a Demon called Astaroth.

Some Jewish Scholars says YHWH and Asherah had 70 Angel Children, just like Asherah and Pagan God El had 70 God/dess Children...

yehuborim are people who do not even respect the Gods they worship..."

"Jewish God is the God of Abraham. Which means it is an Abrahamic Religion (specifically first Abrahamic Religion). His name was never written down because Jewish people believed that this was a “sin”. This is why we only know four letters of his name; YHWH. Some accounts says it is Yahweh or Jehovah but we never will be know for sure.
YHWH has several other names, such as Shaddai and Tzevaot. Most of the names of YHWH are coming from Pre-Abrahamic Pagan Gods, such as; Baal, El and Adonai. All of these three names are the names of Ancient Pagan Gods. We even can clearly see that YHWH cursed God Baal in the Torah even though it is his name as well.
We can see this in the names of Angels as well;
MichaEL
RaphaEL
GabriEL
SamaEL
El is an Ancient Pagan God. Jewish scholars say, for example, SamaEL means Venom of YHWH. But the origin of the name El is older than the existence of YHWH and yehuborim."

I think I'm lacking feelings like friendship or love at this stage of my life. I’ve had many friends up until now, but I’m not sure if I ever felt a healthy emotional bond with any of them. I’ve always had a protective instinct toward them, but I don’t know if this is something that arises from emotions or if it’s just instinctual.

Love is a different matter; I’ve never experienced that feeling in my life.

A friend of mine who is older than me once said something like this when talking to me about my ‘lack of social interaction’: People’s foolishness stems from their search for love. The love they seek is empty and only satisfies the ego. You’re not foolish, and you’re not in search of love, but you are the only person I know who truly needs love. A friend’s love, a lover’s love, or the love you’d feel for them.

I have always feel close to HPS Lydia, I guess this is the reason. Opposites attract. The closeness I feel toward our emotionally strong and mature high priestess. confirms this.

İyi dostlar edinin ki size hep destek çıkabilsinler.
Kimi zaman yanlız kalırız, kimi zaman kötü olaylar yaşarız; Bunlar doğamızın gerekliliğinden, reddetmek veya bu gerçekleri görmezden gelmek gereksiz.
Bu zamanlar geldiğinde, kendinizi iyileştirin, dostlarınıza sarılın ve en yanlız olduğunuzda bile Gardiyanınızın sizinle olduğunu bilin.

Size son dönemde yaptığım kısa bir psikolojik iyileştirme çalışmasından bahsetmek istiyorum;
Çakralar hizaya getirildikten sonra "In Nomine Dei Nostri Satanas, Lucifer Excelsi" sözleriyle çalışmaya başlanır.
9, 12, 40 veya 88 kez Nauthiz rünü titreştirilir
9, 12, 40 veya 88 kez Sowilo rünü titreştirilir
9, 12, 40 veya 88 kez Ingwaz rünü titreştirilir
Birer kez "SATANAS" ve "AUM" titreştirilir ve meditasyon bitirilir.

Umarm size yardımcı olur, sevgilerle

"Satan" as a title or name comes from Proto-Indo-Iranian religion Yazidism. When we look at the three main books of Yazidims (Black Book of Yazidis, Al-Jilwa, Qur'Et Al-Yazid) we can see name Shaitan is the holliest name of the Yazidi God Melek Ta'Us. The name Satan was so holly that Yazidi people didn't even pronounce it out loud. Colors, Yazidis, associated with Satan are blue and black. This is one of the reason that Yazidi people do not wear blue clothes, cause they see it as holly.
Also when we look at etymology of name Satan we can see root word "Sat" in Sanskrit, which is one of the oldest languages of the world.

Şeytan Baba hep benim yanımda oldu.
Ona olan sevgimi ifade edecek kelime ne Türkçe'de, ne İngilizce'de ne de dünya üzerindeki herhangi bir dilde yok.
O benim dünyamda yaşaran tek ağaç.
O olmasa şuan buraya gelemezdim.
Spritüel Satanizm, kimi zaman yorucudur, çünkü, majinin yolu basit değildir. Magnum Opus kimi zaman ulaşılmaz gibi gözükür, huzur kimi zaman ulaşılmaz gibi gözükür.
Her böyle hissettiğim zaman kolumdaki Şeytan dövmesine bakıyorum, bana yanlız olmadığımı hatırlatıyor.
Çünkü değilim, hiçbirimiz değiliz. Ve hiçbir zamanda olmayacağız.
Neden mi? Çünkü Şeytan bizimle. O hayatımda yeşeren bir çiçek misali bana yaşama umudunu verdi. Bu yüzden şükrediyor, ve Judeo-Christian "tanrısına" lanet okumaya devam ediyor.
Kayre Şeytan, hep benimle kal!

Got a New tattoo~

As a person who is interested in Eastern Esotericism, i made a pairingbetween Wuxing (Chinese 5 Elements) and our Demons.

Satan/Lucifer=Metal
Astaroth=Water
Azazel=Fire
Baalzeebul=Wood
Guardian Demon=Earth

I wanna say thank you to all our Priests and Priestesses.
They have done lots of things and go through lots of things for us.
I really do feel honored for finding this beautiful community and Father Satan.
Ave Zeus Forever!
Kayre Şeytan!

I want to grow and I am currently growing like every single one of us. But seeing the people around me who can not find the truth slowly rotting is making me sad. I wish ever person could see the brightest side of our Universe, Satan. I know it is impossible but still, believing it IS possible makes me happy.
Ave Zeus Forever,
Güç ve Şeref Ebediyen Şeytana Atfolsun...

I just found out who my Guardian Demon is and perform a community blessing ritual for JoS. I hope every one of us will get blessed by it. <3

Zorlu bir yol içerisindeyiz. Kimi zaman Yggdrasil'de baş aşşağı asılmak, kimi zaman bir gözünü feda etmeyi gerektiren bir yoldayız. Kimi zaman ise sadece oturup kendini dinlemenin mucizeler yaratabileceği bir yol...
Şeytan, bu yolda ki tek dostumuz, Ana Tanrıça'nın Adını, Baba Tanrı'nın Mızrağını taşıyan o yüce Şeytan, o kutlu Şeytan,
Düşmanın bahçesinde vermiş olduğun sözü tutacağız, keza tek güvencem o...

Oh Father, come to me!
In this season of lust, we call for thee!
Hear and follow us till dawn,
Watch us dancing in the woods all alone honoring Arawn!
Oh Father Satan hear me,
I call for thy name, listen me...