Yes she's gray, very gray, well as for the blessing part I haven't done that yet maybe that's why she was able to go inside my astral temple, I really forgot about asking for blessing from Father Satan

First of all I'm new to satanism (and pretty much everything here) I just dedicated myself to Satan 3 days ago, well the thing is, sometimes when I meditate and visualize myself inside my astral temple my thoughts would sometimes become pitch black and then a face would appear (female) at first...