ok for a poor person like me thats just ok and ready to give his soul to father lucifer but has no money or anything to do the dedication ritual how would i do that ?? i mean i can still sign and write with blood but i have no candles well i do but thier kinda pink.....???? help

I have read the joy of Satan i have read many other articles that might be true. I am finding it hard to bring myself to him i don't care tho of what others have put in my mind since i was a child i have read the words and i like that a coven is like a family were as the christian and catholic...