Same problems here, this whole city is infested with leftwing, what helps me is taking a walk, look around how everything goes to shit, build anger and hatred(I have tons of them) then go back and unleash it in ritual... I have my kundalini risen and noticed that when totally inflamed with anger...
been addicted from 14 till now 28...feels like I will always be fighting it, I lost all summer to a fallback into cocaine and alcohol, Srry about that..
Im back, had to go down really bad to realize what a piece of shit fake satanist I was.
now I meditation where ever I can and doing RTRs like...
Hey I wanted to make a (backup)scedule on preforming the rituals for each day of the week to the corresponding phases of the moon/planets.
Because I thought "what if they take the forum offline" we wont know what to do, we could ask our demons but then to take precausions ourselfs sounded more...