It's a normal reaction for something so intense, and probably heartbreaking. Welcome back.

Very beautiful, brother. Do post more work like this. One small correction I'll make is that the AUM mantra is actually a fourfold mantra, not a tripartite one. A-U-M-silence. Besides wakefulness, dream and deep sleep, there is also Turiya, or literally "the fourth", a mysterious fourth...

I kind of did. The whole "I had been informed" thing and weird phrasing made me think that way. Mercury Rx in action, happens.

...lol, what? Cats are a direct gift from the Gods, as are most pets. From your article: "Healthy adults are generally thought to not be at risk from T. gondii infections, but children or people with suppressed immune systems can develop severe flu like symptoms, in addition to blurred...

It's up to the Gods and to their own karma. Who knows. What can be certain is that none of them will ever hold a position of power, ever again. Besides that, no need to give any "hateful" material to those who take us out of context.

Welcome. May you have a great time here. Shiva Dharma is actually one of the closest Hindu faiths to Zevism, alongside certain sects of Tantra. Followers of Vaishnava Dharma, for example, would probably have a harder time adapting to us, since so much of what they do is selfless Bhakti...

Jehova's Witnesses by a landslide. They're actually strict in terms of the usual life-hating things, unlike most christian communities nowadays. They're non-trinitarians and perfect Noahides. And to add insult to injury, they don't believe in a human soul. Even mainstream christianity believes...

This Sermon by HPHC does go into this topic. African society likely did have some decent civilizations of the Gods (other than Egypt) whose history has been lost to time. That being said, it's also realistic and acceptable that White and Asian communities simply advanced faster, for one reason...

Do read more, @april has most material categorized in one neat document. Lady Maxine did do a lot of studying and a lot of practice (aside from centuries of practice in past lives to even qualify for a task like this), but also received direct messages from the Gods. Sometimes, these had to...

I think what you're asking is "how were the jews able to channel this energy towards them, if the words are ours anyway?". There are high level spiritual tools that can act in this way and absorb energy. Thoughtforms/egregores also make things more complicated. A thoughtform's only "innate...

How drunk were you when writing this? Or was it after another large gambling loss, perhaps? You need to put effort into your life for anything to work. This applies to both the physical and the spiritual. You clearly have issues with both, and you think you're gaining some sort of agency or...

There's nothing wrong with calling him Satan, even this exact "english form" is Sat-An, or Sat-Ana, or Sat-Anu, which all have their own wisdom. Zeus is the highest form and the one we use due to multiple reasons which are all explained both in sermons and the sites.

At the encouragement of my Guardian Daemon, I will post some interesting concepts I come across in my studies of various outsider faiths, if I see something worth discussing. Note that all this knowledge, being "outsider material", is certainly vulnerable to corruption. Less so in this case...

The fun part is that "I just want to" isn't a good reason for you to get this ability. If your only reason is pure curiosity, the Gods aren't here to do magic tricks for you, or put on a show so you believe in them. That's not the point. There are certainly methods to make things go faster...

Could be an attack of some kind, but obviously you are safe. AoP and cleaning is the way to go here. The Gods don't "test faith", at least not in the typical way you'd expect. Testing like this is much more in line with wannabe "occultists" who work with "angels", and then wonder why an...