I've been doing some affirmations and they seem to be working little by little Also, I'm a novice in these things, but for quite some time I've been having dreams of future about me and my surroundings in form of an image or someone saying something, some of them came true. Any comment on these?

I have cancer and I'm afraid of going to the doctor because I don't want to get chained to a bed so I ask you how can I fight the disease on my own Thank you