I can relate to your problem because the exact thing happened to me several years ago before I was SS. I thought I'd share my experience besides the advice given in case it could also help. During the worst of this time I could not even brush my hair or put on clothes for the first few hours of...

There are some good discussions on this topic in this thread: https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=17&t=13166&p=50382&hilit=Aphantasia#p50382

Sorry this is little late. I was just reviewing this as I will start a freeing the soul working soon with waning scorpio moon after the voc. Then I tried searching here for other references and found this quote from Lydia: From this old post on freeing the soul...

I'm a native English speaker so I don't think about it too much...I know I make mistakes especially in conversation but I don't mind as long as I'm understood. I practice Norwegian on Duolingo too and I agree that it's easy to relate to English. I've heard it said that Norwegians can understand...

Speaking of Duolingo, I was just working on some german there. I clicked on the phrase Gewalt ist eine Gefahr, and who do I see at the top comment? I was like: :shock: :o :lol:

I had to google this condition(?) as this is the first I've heard of it. I found an interesting article which said this: Here is the full article: https://www.newscientist.com/article/2083706-my-minds-eye-is-blind-so-whats-going-on-in-my-brain/ Everyone has great advice for you so far. I...

For anyone doing this or interested in this meditation: https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=800&hilit=Inanna I just wanted to share a variation I found helpful. Instead of doing 88 reps of Innana I'm doing 108 or 216 in groups of 9. Reason being I can vibrate them directly into the...

I don't know if one can do void during a video game, but I don't think you should count it towards your daily meditation practice regardless. We don't need people claiming "oh, I just meditated 8 hours playing video games" :lol: If you're not sure what an active void feels like try...

I used to half joke with a friend that I was cursed on Saturdays. I would always plan to do a ton of stuff and would never accomplish much or just go through the motions. I always felt sluggish and heavy and would not feel right until Sunday. I blamed this on being tired from work during the...

I agree with that. Though the language topic was amusing this sermon has alot more to talk about. This sermon comes right on time for me as I've recently been analyzing what has worked for me in life and what hasn't. It also confirms that the times when I prioritized meditations where my best...

Definitely! I used it a lot when I quit smoking this year and it was a big help. I also did a sun square to help boost my mood and affirmations but the void was what I used to distract from the constant cravings throughout the day.

This is why I wanted to emphasis this as void meditation can be done anytime even at work or while doing menial chores around the house. There are 24 hrs in a day and you can have faster results by adding this whenever possible. Reprogramming your mind is also important as I mention at the...

Have you looked at these? https://www.bitchute.com/ https://www.minds.com/ Like Larissa said nothing is on par with youtube unfortunately but maybe with time one of these could take off.

I've used this saying dealing with people: "No man is my friend, no man is my enemy. There are only teachers." Sometimes with emotions in relationships it's hard to see clearly and thinking of people like this can be helpful. Like an ex that screwed you over taught something useful like...

I don't think it's stupid, alot of people feel this way I think. The big thing is to not give a care what people think when you talk to them and just be yourself. Try not to be rude of course but try to relax. You may be reading more into something you said and feeling awkward because of it...