So I find that as the days go by, I am not a reserved as I used to be. Since I realized the truth about satanism and gave myself over I find that even though I have fallen back on my meditation, when I am down and I start thinking about all that I have read and what little I have experienced as...

Also I would like to know about meditation in the bath... This is where I find I am the most focused and can center my energy.... I haven't been meditating long but want to know if my meditating in the bath would displease The Gods? I know my psyche isn't open very wide yet but I really want to...

This disgusts me.... I couldn't even make it through 5 min of that HAIL FATHER SATAN

Ok so I started the meditation for joining Hells army, but I Find it hard to concentrate. Only on the breathing and trance exercises now but does anyone have suggestions on how to maintain concentration? My fiancé suggested classical music... Any other ways? Also I want to perform a prayer...

I would just like to say thank you to everyone who gave me guidance when it came to the religious barriers with my family. Most importantly though I would like to express my gratitude and thanks to Father Satan for watching over my bf and myself. We were recently going through a rough patch with...

In answer to how long I have been a satanist... It's only been a year and I just recently began to work on meditations to broaden my astral mind so I can create a temple. Thank you all so much for the advice I think I will ask Father Satan for guidance when I get the chance. I also will convince...

What do you do and how do you handle it when your family is made up of Xians and Muslims and they find out you're a satanist and hold you at a distance and almost bully you because of it? I have always been close with my family and don't want to lose the relationship with them but can't handle...

I have only been satanist for a year and have family that is both Muslim and Christian.... They found out and it caused a huge fight and they pushed me away because they said I shouldn't believe and are holding me at arms length... How can I handle this without losing my relationship with my...