Weird… I wonder what it means when you have a dream about being an "angel" along with your little brother, but during the course of the dream he starts to scream, gets all shriveled and dark grey and makes sounds like I'm choking him? I don't think it could be called a `nightmare,' but it...

--I am 16 years old and I am starting to have issues between what I believe and what has to be. I am confused about what I might have to give up if I committed myself to this religion and want to know if I would have to give up some of my favorite music, reading certain books or anything...