<td val[/IMG] I don't know what to belive in anymore. I feel like everyone and everything is against me, like they want me to fall. Sometimes all I want to do is die, almost like I have to with no say in it. I feel like I'm not meant for this world, and everybody hates me. I just don't know what...

i don't know much about Satan, but i want to  learn. help me...

Hello everyone. I am new to this Yahoo group. Been practicing in secret for quite some time. As a life long Satanist, I made a formal dedication (JOS dedication ritual) in early 2011. Now, I am here to meet others of like mind and passion. As for my background, who gives a f*ck. I would rather...