Thanks for the 666 meditation, it looks great. I'll start doing these as fast as possible. I'm rethinking about the mushrooms as well. I won't use then for a long period of time, just to give me a start point and, as soon as I can hold the routine of several meditations per day, I'll stop using...

Lately I've been better but sometimes I feel empty and can't keep a routine for my magic works because I have no energy to do so. I'm pretty sure microdose can help me, but I'm also afraid. I'll try to come back doing the magic works and yoga. I'm already going to the gym for about 3 months, so...

Even microdoses of mushrooms? Microdose is a dose that does not cause hallucinogen symptoms, but have the potencial to heal some illness. Lately they've been known to help with severe depression, anxiety, PTSD and more problems. That's why i've chosen this substance (psilocybin) to help me out...

It has been a little bit more than 11 months that I have made my compromisse with Satan and the Gods. There were times where I was focused and meditated every day. But the days where I did nothing to improve my self were the most in quantity. I still think Satan is right and etc, I just can't...