I also grew up in a Muslim family and converted to SATANISM best dicitionI ever mad hail SATAN

I have been feeling much better now that I'm meditating and opening my third eye. I have been sleeping good not much worried. I'm putting all my faith and thrust in my God SATAN.  I'm trying to find a charity that can help with my rent until I get on my feet. I don't have any family here, or...

thanks everyone for all the support,I just was feeling really down and wanted to vent,I ess kind of lost and confused.I have been trying to opens my third eye.I have been paying to SATAN before and after.I have not got into context with father, but I feel much better that note I'm meditating...

I'm I supposed to just wait to Friday and have my son and I stuff on the street.

nobody on here wants to help, dammm  ok I get out thanks everybody

I'm not  trying to get attention, I'm sorry if I come across that way I'm just looking for help that all. guidance I don't know what to do anymore

no I did not, can anybody HELP to guide Mr the right direction, I'm scarred really scared of what would happen,I don't want to leave my son behind.

PLEASE ANYBODY THAT CAN HELP ME I'M SO LOST, I'M AT MY END.  I'M GETTING KICKED MY APARTMENT IN FRIDAY WITH MY 3 year old son. PLEASE PLEASE HELP I KNOW THERE IS NO MEDIATORS  IN SATANISM BUT I'M SO LOST I FEEL DEPRESSED I DON'T WANT TO KILL MYSELF AND LEAVE MY SON BEHIND I HAVE BEEN BATTLING...

I'm not sad about a guy, I'm angry because I can't seem to get my life on track I'm not able to provide for my son and I, I don't have any family that would cry it get hurt if I die I think they would actually be happy my mother even told me that she wants me to die so she can say I'm dead to...

I know you guys are saying that there is no mediators. but I need help if you can  send a demon my way I have tried everything I can to Simone a demon no luck also tried asking sarin for help no luck I'm just not advanced enough but I am going to start opening my chakras as soon as my problems...

PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME WITH THIS I DON'T WANT TO KILL MY SELF AND LEAVE MY SON BEHIND,I HAVE BEEN CRYING ALL NIGHT AND DAY I DON'T KNOW WHO TO TALK TO I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.I HAVE BEEN PRAYING TO SATAN FOR GUIDANCE BUT I CAN'T SEEM TO GET HIS ATTENTION.I HAVE ONE WEEK LEFT ON FRIDAY THE...

there is no way out I'm going to be homeless in the next week if I stay in my apartment on Friday the marshals are going to come and thrower all my stuff and my sons, last night I got on my knees  and asked Satan for giddiness but I got no sign I'm not sure of if I'm supposed to this this is in...

I really don't have any other choice today is my day,I have nothing to live for I'm getting evicted from my apartment on Friday I don't have a job plus I have a toddler his dad is not in his life it's just is two,I was a nanny for two years until the family left to another state in March,I have...

I dedicated myself to Satan a couple of months ago, I'm committing suicide tomorrow I wanted to know if I ssn going to stand he'll.  I'm not open yet,I haven't had a chance to meditate, but was hoping I could end my after life with Stan. hail Satan

I  I  have been trying to summon a demon for a while now I am not very open yet, I have don't the rituals almost every night but have not had any luck, please can anybody let me know what I should be doing right.I am not sure I'm going this the right way.I know what I want, also what I Erik give...