I do, quite frankly, understand why I wear black on occasion and why I am how I am. People make me out to be a bloodthirsty monstrous evil teenager with a love for Death and Metal itself. Those people are truly ignorant. I am a very vibrant individual with a sense of beauty and love like...

I feel as though I am straying away from the Meditations and Prayers and Rituals as it is.. I am becoming more and more focused on games, yes.. Games, silly of me. People at my school.. Mock my religion.. It tears at my nerves and makes me strain them in such a way I scare away even the most...

I was reading, and I was thinking about Reincarnation. Then I was thinking about souls. How did souls reproduce? Soul Mating? If so.. Where did all the souls come from in the first place? It kept me pondering forEVER last night and I couldn't go to bed. If souls reproduce, when one gets...

I FINNALY did my dedication ritual tonight. Though, it was a bit odd. I think I might have done something wrong.. A.) I forgot to say So mote it Be... B.) I forgot to say HAIL SATAN C.) I panicked whenever I forgot that I had forgotten a bowl for my paper to burn.. D.) My candle was...

How exactly would I get the supplies? I got no money from Xmas.. I got nothing at all that I need for the Ritual. This ritual has been delayed. Are there any ways to do this ritual without doing it the original way.. I don't have a Dip Pen of any sort.. And, lately it hasn't been quiet at...