ok well let me just say that I do feel like i'm a true satanist. ever since i was young i hated the ideas and conformity of being catholic like my family. well i have been trying to meditate and i feel like its going well. but when i read stuff for certain meditations that say that you can see...

haha dude i'm not amish at all. i just like the word shunned

ok well I just started to get serious about spiritual satanism about a week ago. I've always new there was something different about me though. When my mom would take me to church there was just always something in the back of my head saying "Is it ok that I don't believe anything these people...