At the age of 19, I am already ugly, have scars on my face, I have no money, no education, no friends, I do not know how to communicate and always avoid real contacts. The state of my health is disgusting. Those I loved found a replacement for me. Even my RRT, which I did, most likely have no...

At the age of 19, I am already ugly, have scars on my face, I have no money, no education, no friends, I do not know how to communicate and always avoid real contacts. The state of my health is disgusting. Those I loved found a replacement for me. Even my RRT, which I did, most likely have no...

Greetings! I have some health problems, but the main one is the possibility of losing my eyesight. How can I be in this case, learn our rituals by heart, or just commit suicide? I will survive eternal darkness, but not eternal helplessness. * online translate

* Online translator Hi, everybody. I've only been on this road for a month. I have a question about clearing the aura. I have been doing this systematically for a month since my initiation, but due to problems with visualization during the purification process, I feel like I am putting gray...

I am an absolute beginner who has not opened a single chakra. What is the best way to raise my energy?

This is by no means a provocative post. This is by no means trolling, guys, I really respect you. These are just some thoughts and feelings that I would like to vent here. I dared to devote myself a month ago. I feel like a jew all the time, I'm not even sure if my initiation was accepted. I...