Last night, something happened. I was on a site with a bunch of friends, when someone brought up the topic of "God". Normally I would just laugh and move on with whatever I was doing, but for some reason, I took offence and started ranting about How god is evil (which I believe 100%). Then the...

I thank you for your answer, but heres the thing. I'm not apart of all this, and I havent done the dedication ritual. I've only just started on the meditations about a month ago when all these visions and dreams started pouring into my mind. Its starting to drive me insane, because I do not know...