I breath in for five seconds, breath out for five seconds, and imagine I'm climbing up and down a long ladder. Then when I finally block everything out and picture myself falling, my eyes will seal shut for about five seconds and then I just snap out of it. I can't seem to maintain it. Any...

Aye, I know what you mean. Tennessee is a very christiany place. Live about an hour and a half to two hours away from ya.

Hi, I'm new aswell. 'Been a Satanist for a couple of months now, but for some reason the e-group would always bug up when I tried to join. So, I tried again today and it worked :).