It's becoming really hard to stay focused and keep up with meditations daily. I'm 17 years old, I dedicated on May 3rd, 2013. At first I was deeply interested in Satanism, I still am but I just feel like I'm losing touch with who I am. I went through a deep depression 9th and 10th grade of high...

I used to be monkeypunk56 but since JoS was taking up too much space on my email account, i decided to make a separate one to use only for JoS related things. Also "monkeypunk" sounds a little childish since I made that email in first grade lol. Anyway, going to be using this one from now on :)