im having problems obtaining my trance state ive tried the breathing exersises but i dont think its working any advice is greatly accepted HAIL FARTHER SATAN!

i just did my dedication ive never felt so happy not sober anyway. Thank every1 and HAIL SATAN

Just got off JOS and i looked at the picture of lady Astsroth and shes appeared in a number of my dreams. wat does this mean if anything. By the way i plan on preforming the dedication soon wish me luck HAIL SATAN

ive been forced into church my whole life(im 16 btw) ive never seen help from this so called jesus, so i became atheist, i met a satanist and ive seen satan's workings and i want to convert, but i dont want to tell my parents. i dont have to do I? plz fotgive my ignorance