Hey there everyone :D. I'm here to hopefully help some of you. I've been deeling with a lot of problems like me wanting to have a child but feeling like i shouldnt spread on my bad genes and know it, kill myself but knowing how much i would hurt the people around me, pretty much total...

Hi everyone ^-^ i havent been on here at all for the last 3 weeks or more and thats because ive been dealing with some problems. I've learned that i shouldnt let anything get in my way, unless i will fail. Ive CONSTANTLY been telling myself im going to meditate at this certain time later, or ill...

GREETINGS MY FAMILY!!! ? its super late for me now but thats when i get all of my great deep thinking in. Have you ever thought about existance as a whole? I got myself into a great and fun train of thought. If the universe is infinite space and time wise, then how many strong people are there...

Heeeeello all of you wonderfullymazingtastic people!!! ? I've come here this time to discuss about a topic that has troubled me from my past up to now. Wasted time and activity is our focus here. I myself have been kept down sooooooooo much by wasted time and the wrong decisions to cause that. I...

Greetings you super awesome people!!! ? Im here today for a little fun and interest. What kind of music do you guys like? If not then any cool bands. I have a certain few songs that i listen to almost everyday and can't get tired of ?. I'de love to hear about your guys and girls favorite songs...

Mmmmmmm! So delicious it just makes me wanna puke XD ya know, can't really imagine how human meat would be saught after so much. Aside from the sacrifices, these things are still eating humans. I kinda want someone to ask em if they could eat something else ? like does it HAVE to be human? I...

Im not too adept or knowledgable about advanced workings but daily meditations on your astral senses for about 20 minutes or more should give you a nice start ^-^ affirmations are also a great way to create events like that too, i would study carefully though as ide take it your a bit of a...

I focus more on putting all my energy into my RTRs instead of numbers, but ide say the highest ive done in about 9. The rituals i can do fastest is communications usually taking 5 minutes and 42 about 6-7. Those 2 and the anti-Shema are the 3 that i've learned by heart and can do anywhere at...

Greetings my wonderful brothers and sisters!! ? Im happy to be back here once again to explain a little story. Last night i went to bed as any normal night, but later on some wierd things happened. If you've seen inception it could be like that in parts XD. I remember waking up, going back to...

I dont have much knowledge of runes but I HAVE gotten over my many mental problems i suffered from in the past. Im not sure i can give a one method answer but ill tell you how i overcame those things ^-^ I don't know what mental problems you have but most mental problems can be solved by Void...

Yyyyyup ^-^ Zola love is right. Im the offspring of a white and black and im struggling with problems that shouldn't even be a problem. Im correcting my mind and soul through meditation and the pure strength on my own, but thats why im a Satanist. I wouldnt say the same for many other race mixed...

Hugs and kisses to my Family. I have just gone through some very powerful thinking. Ill try not to make this long. I contemplated on everything wrong with my life, no friends, disqusting family around me, no sex, no choice in what i want to do with my life, denial of everything i stand for...

Calm down buddy ? just dont think. Not so much to say in words that i havent before but..just pretend theres pure colour around you, i find it easier to do void if i see pure black or pure white all around me with nothing to distract me. I pretend to have disbelief in everything (in a sense) and...

Hey my family, i come here with a question quite puzzling. I turned off everything making noise in my room but then i notice as a focus, a loud ringing noise that stops me from hearing complete quiet. I guess i just havent noticed this much until now. I close my ears and still hear a...

Focus on both, as i interpereted what it says in the meditation and feel; i imagine my Chakras as with every bit of my body shining with bright powerful light that spreads past my skin to create a clean and healthy aura that envelopes my entire being. Hope that helps Love, i actually replied to...