can i use nicotine patch that my docter pescribed me, he was for some reason laughing when he mentioned that, and hes jewish so idk if i should do it andits hard to quit cold turkey but i guess that probably awnsers me getting attacked even when i did like 5 returning rituals and aura of...

You know what i also notice is that im in a meditating type state almost all the time and its aggravating as fuck its like i cannot stop thinking for shit and when i do my mind goed in protective mode again and i start tryinb to protect myself does anybody think that smokinb cigarette is part of...

Im trying to get a group of ppl to help me do some rituals at the same time unless or until HPC does another ritual schedule just 4 days of with ppl at the same time i wanna see how it goed message me for times as well so we can all do it at the same hour.

No not as much as before and before wasnt even much to begin with, i have to do more and work out ill see what i do.

Relaxinb is a big issue for me, its literally near impossible for me too relax especially when i voices saying "this is telepathy, im gonna destroy you with telepathy shalom" then shalom like over 50 million times righg now its not happenning as often because yesterday i was gettinb attacked...

I was literally thinking the same, idk what to do it sucks. :(

Yea i think i should focus more on working out and yoga i remember when i was doing all that and my body was able to maintain but just a little :lol:

Is just that i wanna advance fast, tyings are hittinb thd fan and i dont wanna be those left behind, i remember sly scorpion gave me a meditation to do on my soul and chakras i had to repeat satanas like 30 times and ansun 40 time started shaking like crazy despite feeling good did lower reps...

No its not its literally me shaking uncontrollably and it pisses me off i cant stop shaking and i feel good i guess because im meditating but then i stop entirely because i just shake as if im having a seizure, i wanna meditate but something felt off when i shake like that idk.

If i start shaking like a noodle do i stop meditating and take a break or do something smaller I did the raum meditation in intermiate meditations and i feel good but started shaking like a noodle lmao thar always happens to me and it distracts me from going further

I hate to break your bubble but you are not possesed because even maxime confirms that there are spells, that has happened to me too but while daydreaming or me unknowingly tranced clearly the Nazarene is a thoughtform so thats a faggot ass enemy throwing spells down your throat not actually...

It is very complicatee and annoying sometimes i wish i had no feelings at all.

Well there is this prick on youtube whos a kike that shows anc explains it on his own arm, is like what HC said those kiked reveal any form of there plans in sources of Entertainment and just laugh because ppl dont notice the guy literally had a smirk on his face the whole video.

I mean just realized I have only 6 to five hours of free time now and thats excluding sleep because I get out of work very tired. Anyway it seems like you have more time on your hands than me because this conversation is irrelevant to anything important besides mindless bable to even keep going...