In my head I can't get off the letters "a,n,e" when I think of a name because Im trying to find my guardian Demon... Can someone help me?

Ever Since I've dedicated my soul... All I feel is happiness..... I Wanna share and receive words of my fellow satanist. I want satanist friends that I can talk to all the time. And express our feelings to eachother.... I really need my satanist friends. I love you guys. So email me all is...