this is really hard to explain but i'll try my best. it doesn't happen very often at all to me but sometimes i can just be sitting here and i "see" something coming and i react and i blink real quickly and my heart jumps. it just happened now. i was looking at the bottom right corner of my...

How often should i meditate? and i i'm really poor and my parents are catholic and idk what they'd say if they saw a satanic altar in my room. where can i get ritual things such as altar, dagger, etc. if i can't find a place that sells them can i just use a kitchen knife? what are the required...

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i personally dont like god for many reasons. but satan makes alot of sense. i've done research on this but nothing really makes much sense. can someone who is wise please help me understand this and answer any questions i may have? i'm really interested but i need some guidance please. thanks.