Hey guys, I think I may be an empath naturally. Like I woke up perfectly calm this morning, when I got off the phone with my Christian mother, I got REALLY stressed out, she is always taking her anger and stress out on me. Isnt that called spiritual abuse and I dont even know it? Regardless...

I am NOT putting any woman down on a personal level, and I am most certainly not talking about SS women, but the women in general in my opinion are that way, based on my bad experiences with them, so hell yeah I am gonna judge, it is what keeps me from getting into trouble at least and I am fed...

Oh and um I did have an experience with Hauros/Flauros as Morrighan! The description of what she looks like in the Demon section looked just like her! Dark blood red hair, and pure red eyes. I am flipping out! And I remember her showing up in a purple or indigo aura too. She was very vibrant...

Ok now I was not expecting that. OMG! All thjis time it was Flaures/Hauros? Is Hekate/Morrighan? That just blows me away! I can not, fathom WHY in the world would anyone try to separate these two. Because now that i know better. I dont understand what it is about her, because guess what today I...

Alrighty I want to write about this issue I think I am facing,I think a lot of guys would agree to what I would have to say. This is in response to what I made in the JoS Forums after thinking about it for a while about my experience when it comes to dating, and yes she is from America. I have...

Yeah I dont know what her connection is with me. I never had anything to do with her before, the only thing I had to do with her, was was the fact originally I had fears of her , due to reading her myths and how she treated her lovers as Inanna. But these were interpreted and written by human...

Damn it, I forgot to add to that other message. That "priestess" of that so called goddess , I also had ended up with feelings for her, she said at first she did have feelings for me, but she said she was emotionally tied to someone else etc. It confused me, this girl ok  she basically lived in...

ugh....... *vomits* Goodness! What the hell! that just goes to show a lot more than one can expect and further just makes me realize how much I am grateful for to be a SS. 

I barely remember what i was dreaming, I remember walking up a mountain to stand on the tip of it and I felt like i was in danger, I blatantly in my dream started calling out Astaroth/Inanna and she came, was giving me protection. I have no ties or "interest" to Astaroth at all. I dont know if...

OK. I dont know what is going on. I been meditating DAILY, spinning, cleaning chakras, eating more fruits and veggies and of course have been keeping up with exercise. I feel like my body is detoxing or fighting something due to how much fruits and veggies (more of it and a little less meat) ...

Those damned xians! That is IT! I think it is time to really start putting in some work for Father Satan. Today, my christian mother called , bitching and taking things out on me, and I realize this is spiritual abuse! I felt immediately energetically lowered and stress levels are high (Just...