Keep up with your meditations, soon your soul will become powerful and you'll use that energy to shape your life.
Also keep praying to the Gods, they help you till you become stable and able to handle things better
Dear brothers and sisters, I have been gaining a lot of wait recently, are there any eating patterns and also diet I should follow to make sure it won't gets worse
My advice is you should continue with meditations, stick to it. Daily cleaning, vibrating mantras and protection. This will be adding on top of one another until a time comes when negativity won't give you a big punch in the face
A powerful soul will not be easily affected and this comes with...
Also I have realised that sometimes it's the circle that you hang around with that usually makes it more difficult to quit addictions.
Years back I had a friend that leads me to drink alcohol but after I totally blackmail him and blocked him out of my life, everything changed.