I was feeling quite depressed and energy deprived  this past week, yes. This could explain it.

I increased the 72 names to six repetitions per day. I told myself that I can do a minimum of three even on a busy day but that I want to stick with six rituals daily in general.

I had so many liberal retards around me and called some of them my friends until just recently. Now I am realizing that I just can't take it anymore, I can't take their bullshit any longer and I can't take the daily references to Hitler and the Nazis anymore whenever these uneducated assholes...

Thanks, Oxaroc, you described this perfectly.The stupidity everywhere is mind-boggling... I am feeling stronger each day on this path, taking more and more time for the spiritual work.And I definitely hope to connect more with the demon gods. Hail Satan!

I dedicated to Father about four months ago. In the beginning it was not easy for me to find time to meditate but about a month ago I really stepped up my efforts. Spending about two hours per day on meditations and RTR's, and now I do enjoy it a lot and have made it a priority. The reason why I...

@ Voice of Enki, I really appreciate your comments. You have such a good way of laying out facts, and what you share from your personal journey as a spiritual satanist is very inspiring to newer people such as myself. I also made an effort about a month ago to really step up my meditations and...

All I remember is that I really hated history class as a student in school. It all just didn't make any sense to me. What also didn't make any sense was the fact that Hitler was supposedly such a monster and vegetarian at the same time. But I would never have guessed that this whole story was...

I committed to two RTR's per day. If I can squeeze in a third one into my schedule then I will do this. 

Hello Satanic Family, I think I want to share a few things from my own journey here every once in a while with you as it is always inspiring to me to hear your stories as well. I dedicated a few months ago, and two incidents came to my mind recently involving Father Satan and the Demons: First...

Recently I woke up from a dream. I was in a forest which was my home. I must have had a small cabin there but can only recall the atmosphere of the forest which was very serene and protective. It felt like I lived there far away from any civilization and felt so much at home in this place...

From what I understand, all large fish these days are loaded with mercury and other metals due to the poisoning of the oceans. Because of this, it is not considered healthy anymore to eat fish. If you must, eat it only once in a while. Or eat small fish such as sardines which don't pick up as...

@ Allison, yes, you were clear. I am still relatively new, I just started with the RTR's regularly, and I am still torn between feeling empowered that I have joined the battle now and can do something actively and the frustrations on the other side when I look around me. But I also know that at...

Interesting. Thanks for sharing. I spent years trying to become somewhat "enlightened" following an Indian Guru's teaching. I don't know why I did it for so long because it never felt authentic and I never felt much of a devotion. Now with Father Satan it feels very real and I am actually...

@ satanicninja, Thanks for posting this link. This explains everything. I am constantly impressed by the research the high priests are doing.

Allison, this doesn't sound nutty to me and makes sense. But my question is: what changed between then and now? Those grey Nordics, don't they threaten Father Satan any longer to wipe out humanity? I mean, we all see how those in power today try to wipe us out with their various programs such as...