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Most of this will be changed as I further develop into Zevism / Satanism; however, I am keeping logs of my biographical material so that, when the time is right, I can write a full autobiography and a book if possible (anonymously of course).
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My codename is Vesper, AND I am a 20 year old with ASD. I used to follow eastern orthodox christianity by my own vocation leading me to think that it was the truth after years of dwelling upon what was the truth (not because of anything to do with my upbringing relating to the non spiritual endeavours I took under the false labels of 'religion')... however through synchronistic events and circumstances that led me directly to JoS Ministries and their work, I came to the conclusion that I had been fundamentally misled in my prior circumstances. I am new to Zevism and to what I now understand as the true spiritual nature of Satanism ( Spiritual freedom via Power Meditation / Mastering the Energy of the Soul in order to opening the psyche), and I am looking forward to learning everything necessary to fully pledge myself.
"When one comes to Satanism, which is very spiritual, one can expect many new experiences of a spiritual nature, but again, this is individual. Never be frightened by feeling the energy of your soul for the first time. A strong mind and soul assure that you, yourself, have power and also the knowledge to repel unwanted entities [which exist regardless of whether one is open enough to detect them]. The strength of your soul also assures that you will be in control of your own life and destiny, and with the knowledge from our Gods, you can achieve immortality. Weaker souls are at the mercy of the stronger ones and are reincarnated, forgetting everything learned from the former life and in being damned to repeat the same mistakes for eternity. Satan shows us the way out of all of this. But, we must work at it, and through knowledge, never fear."
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Source: For Those Who Are New to Satanism (“Power Meditation / Energy of the Soul”)
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This development is taking place undercover during my time in a UK mental health hospital, for I was sectioned after being labelled a risk to myself and others following intense anger directed at my parents, who did not understand my hatred towards jews (which was not fully accurate yet) or my emotional state at the time.
An important contributing factor leading up to my admission was heavy and chronic cannabis use, as well as extensive psychedelic use in my earlier years (ages 16–18). During that period, I took a wide range of psychedelics, with attention paid to purity and dosage in order to attain particular states of consciousness.
At the time, the cumulative effects of psychomimetic drug use alongside ongoing cannabis use — and subsequently cannabis use alone — significantly intensified my cognitive activity, emotional responses, behaviour, and conflicts at home, particularly with my parents. This resulted in increasingly eccentric, aggressive, and verbally confrontational behaviour. I believe this was exacerbated by my ASD, alongside neuroplastic changes occurring during prolonged substance use, which contributed to my feeling that I alone could see the source of my growing anger towards what I perceived in others. Those mainly being people brainwashed by the jews and jewslims and my hatred towards them for it, although I still was not realising judeo christianity was involved as I had not yet sought out the full context and true underlying causes at the time.
As a result of these behavioural changes, the Crisis Intervention Team suspected possible psychosis and referred me to Early Intervention in Psychosis (EIP). However, the full extent of my prior psychedelic and cannabis use was not fully understood during that assessment. Since discontinuing cannabis, and now for over a month, I have shown no signs of psychosis!
In retrospect, it appears more likely that my outbursts were driven by prolonged frustration stemming from not feeling understood, combined with long-standing emotional neglect and disruption to my structure and routines due to my father’s alcoholism from the moment my brain became more consciously aware at five. Continuing on with / inn these factors contributed to repeated altercations and a strong drive to find meaning and understanding in life, which can most definitely be interpreted as escapism from seeking after deceptions that promised me false salvation / hope. When combined with cannabis misuse causing earlier drug use / neuroplastic changes, caused induced psychotic-like episodes when also highly overwhelmed by feeling misunderstood, alone, and trapped. All of these factors together accounted for the presentation observed at the time.
Before this — as I had previously hinted to, I had been misled by what I now know as false spiritual paths — including my first ever / earlier encounters with what I now know as fake Satanism, which was followed by a brief attempt to explore judeo Islam, which I ultimately did not practice thanks to the will of Satan causing me to abandon it in favour of the agnosticism necessary to enter more necessary trials & tribulation periods — pushing me within my seeking to find the truth (here I am). This period of agnosticism lasted approximately two years, before judeo christianity entered my life as the final deception to face and overcome to finally put the nail in the coffin and bury the lies once and for all!
Evil judeo christianity then shaped my life for nearly three years, from 2023 until Tuesday, 13 January 2026. On that day, while already admitted, I shaved all of my hair off to become a skin head after watching the first video linked at the bottom of this about me description, destroyed my icons and religious books, and reacted impulsively toward staff who attempted to intervene via throwing milk all over them. This incident marked a clear breaking point in my previous false trajectory.
I am currently attempting to piece everything together in my private notes using material gathered from various JoS Ministries websites, including relocated pages where links to sources that no longer functioned consistently do function and have been found. I am doing this to piece together everything in my private black book prior to undertaking any initiation rituals so that I can be confident I understand the framework fully.
My next intended step is making my commitment through the Dedication to Satan Initiation Ritual. However, as I am autistic, I am approaching this cautiously and methodically. After reading that “Spiritual Satanists do regain the powers of their soul, awaken it, and grow it so they can achieve the Magnum Opus and spiritual power, freedom, and elevation,” I have chosen to prioritise study and comprehension first.
Please let me know if I am on the right path, or where to go if I am not if you have read this and can give me some pointers on where I am currently headed. I have begun with the material aimed at newcomers and have fully immersed myself in “Spiritual Satanism for New People.”
Introduction To Spiritual Satanism
What You Can Expect....
Satanic Sacraments
Magick 1001: Witchcraft- Powers of the Mind and Soul
Magick 1001: The Three Steps of Witchcraft
Ritual Tools and Their Uses
Standard Ritual
What awoke me to Satanas being God was National Socialism and Norse Paganism. I foolishly followed National Socialism while being brainwashed by the likes of Nick Fuentes making oneself believe that one could be Christian and a National Socialist... that was until I came to realise that christianity was utter nonsense and that Wōđanaz / Odin was Satanas via these two videos I found on Odysee and the oldest / first Sermon I found on the JoS YouTube channel:
Odysee:
https://odysee.com/@Detached:6/4FZZmPTBmLaF:6
https://odysee.com/@Commander.Cobra.666:5/Satan_Odin:b
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YouTube:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OYssTpS5Tfs&t=1s
Since then I have started to obviously study a lot, and cannot wait to reach a state of omniscience within this framework!
I would like to personally thank High Priest Hooded Cobra 666 (Commander Cobra 666) and High Priestess Maxine Dietrich for everything they have opened my eyes to me in just the short span of a week... I love you both!! Hail Satan!!
Yours truly,
Vesper
<3
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My codename is Vesper, AND I am a 20 year old with ASD. I used to follow eastern orthodox christianity by my own vocation leading me to think that it was the truth after years of dwelling upon what was the truth (not because of anything to do with my upbringing relating to the non spiritual endeavours I took under the false labels of 'religion')... however through synchronistic events and circumstances that led me directly to JoS Ministries and their work, I came to the conclusion that I had been fundamentally misled in my prior circumstances. I am new to Zevism and to what I now understand as the true spiritual nature of Satanism ( Spiritual freedom via Power Meditation / Mastering the Energy of the Soul in order to opening the psyche), and I am looking forward to learning everything necessary to fully pledge myself.
"When one comes to Satanism, which is very spiritual, one can expect many new experiences of a spiritual nature, but again, this is individual. Never be frightened by feeling the energy of your soul for the first time. A strong mind and soul assure that you, yourself, have power and also the knowledge to repel unwanted entities [which exist regardless of whether one is open enough to detect them]. The strength of your soul also assures that you will be in control of your own life and destiny, and with the knowledge from our Gods, you can achieve immortality. Weaker souls are at the mercy of the stronger ones and are reincarnated, forgetting everything learned from the former life and in being damned to repeat the same mistakes for eternity. Satan shows us the way out of all of this. But, we must work at it, and through knowledge, never fear."
-
Source: For Those Who Are New to Satanism (“Power Meditation / Energy of the Soul”)
——————
This development is taking place undercover during my time in a UK mental health hospital, for I was sectioned after being labelled a risk to myself and others following intense anger directed at my parents, who did not understand my hatred towards jews (which was not fully accurate yet) or my emotional state at the time.
An important contributing factor leading up to my admission was heavy and chronic cannabis use, as well as extensive psychedelic use in my earlier years (ages 16–18). During that period, I took a wide range of psychedelics, with attention paid to purity and dosage in order to attain particular states of consciousness.
At the time, the cumulative effects of psychomimetic drug use alongside ongoing cannabis use — and subsequently cannabis use alone — significantly intensified my cognitive activity, emotional responses, behaviour, and conflicts at home, particularly with my parents. This resulted in increasingly eccentric, aggressive, and verbally confrontational behaviour. I believe this was exacerbated by my ASD, alongside neuroplastic changes occurring during prolonged substance use, which contributed to my feeling that I alone could see the source of my growing anger towards what I perceived in others. Those mainly being people brainwashed by the jews and jewslims and my hatred towards them for it, although I still was not realising judeo christianity was involved as I had not yet sought out the full context and true underlying causes at the time.
As a result of these behavioural changes, the Crisis Intervention Team suspected possible psychosis and referred me to Early Intervention in Psychosis (EIP). However, the full extent of my prior psychedelic and cannabis use was not fully understood during that assessment. Since discontinuing cannabis, and now for over a month, I have shown no signs of psychosis!
In retrospect, it appears more likely that my outbursts were driven by prolonged frustration stemming from not feeling understood, combined with long-standing emotional neglect and disruption to my structure and routines due to my father’s alcoholism from the moment my brain became more consciously aware at five. Continuing on with / inn these factors contributed to repeated altercations and a strong drive to find meaning and understanding in life, which can most definitely be interpreted as escapism from seeking after deceptions that promised me false salvation / hope. When combined with cannabis misuse causing earlier drug use / neuroplastic changes, caused induced psychotic-like episodes when also highly overwhelmed by feeling misunderstood, alone, and trapped. All of these factors together accounted for the presentation observed at the time.
Before this — as I had previously hinted to, I had been misled by what I now know as false spiritual paths — including my first ever / earlier encounters with what I now know as fake Satanism, which was followed by a brief attempt to explore judeo Islam, which I ultimately did not practice thanks to the will of Satan causing me to abandon it in favour of the agnosticism necessary to enter more necessary trials & tribulation periods — pushing me within my seeking to find the truth (here I am). This period of agnosticism lasted approximately two years, before judeo christianity entered my life as the final deception to face and overcome to finally put the nail in the coffin and bury the lies once and for all!
Evil judeo christianity then shaped my life for nearly three years, from 2023 until Tuesday, 13 January 2026. On that day, while already admitted, I shaved all of my hair off to become a skin head after watching the first video linked at the bottom of this about me description, destroyed my icons and religious books, and reacted impulsively toward staff who attempted to intervene via throwing milk all over them. This incident marked a clear breaking point in my previous false trajectory.
I am currently attempting to piece everything together in my private notes using material gathered from various JoS Ministries websites, including relocated pages where links to sources that no longer functioned consistently do function and have been found. I am doing this to piece together everything in my private black book prior to undertaking any initiation rituals so that I can be confident I understand the framework fully.
My next intended step is making my commitment through the Dedication to Satan Initiation Ritual. However, as I am autistic, I am approaching this cautiously and methodically. After reading that “Spiritual Satanists do regain the powers of their soul, awaken it, and grow it so they can achieve the Magnum Opus and spiritual power, freedom, and elevation,” I have chosen to prioritise study and comprehension first.
Please let me know if I am on the right path, or where to go if I am not if you have read this and can give me some pointers on where I am currently headed. I have begun with the material aimed at newcomers and have fully immersed myself in “Spiritual Satanism for New People.”
Introduction To Spiritual Satanism
What You Can Expect....
Satanic Sacraments
Magick 1001: Witchcraft- Powers of the Mind and Soul
Magick 1001: The Three Steps of Witchcraft
Ritual Tools and Their Uses
Standard Ritual
What awoke me to Satanas being God was National Socialism and Norse Paganism. I foolishly followed National Socialism while being brainwashed by the likes of Nick Fuentes making oneself believe that one could be Christian and a National Socialist... that was until I came to realise that christianity was utter nonsense and that Wōđanaz / Odin was Satanas via these two videos I found on Odysee and the oldest / first Sermon I found on the JoS YouTube channel:
Odysee:
https://odysee.com/@Detached:6/4FZZmPTBmLaF:6
https://odysee.com/@Commander.Cobra.666:5/Satan_Odin:b
-
YouTube:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OYssTpS5Tfs&t=1s
Since then I have started to obviously study a lot, and cannot wait to reach a state of omniscience within this framework!
I would like to personally thank High Priest Hooded Cobra 666 (Commander Cobra 666) and High Priestess Maxine Dietrich for everything they have opened my eyes to me in just the short span of a week... I love you both!! Hail Satan!!
Yours truly,
Vesper
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