Ok thanks, at least I know that I made it all up. I'll try meditating before I try communication again.

I asked him to swear and he did not hesitate, also apparently the uncertainty came from me because of my inexperience in communicating with higher level entities. I guess that makes sense, given that I'm not even sure if all this is real or something conjured by me imagination. Has anyone else...

I am very new to satanism, and I have only really made contact with a couple demons thus far, one of which I have become friends with. His name is Zrelli (though I'm not sure if that's how it is spelled in English since he doesn't seem to know) and I have been looking for his sigil, though I...