Thank's to all how was good and give's me nice answer's, i hope to find true patch... If i don't make that pact is oke to try to feel him / them? Satan and Demons? Or is not respectful? I need to be convinced by what i will do... in christian religion just world's.... have faith but nothing...

Hello dear brothers Im not sure if my place is here... i don't know how to start what i want to say... I start to say im a christian from father to son, and NO im not here becouse i want to talk about him... im here becouse i start to search after true.... i dont feel his presence, i dont feel...