I see many red flags in your words. It is highly possible you suffered trauma and abuse in your childhood, simply because self-hate and self-harm are the consequence of being abused at a point that the victim's mind starts to blame the victim (you) and feeds guilt and resentment. In short you...

Lack of self-image appreciation often comes from a distorted view on yourself, originating from what others projected on you, or programmed your mind to think, when you were a child or young person. You may try in parallel self-hypnosis or simply talking to your inner self in a light trance...

It depends where you live and you perception of people, big cities may be dangerous in some areas everywhere in the world due to immigration, crime and other problems. Someone said countryside may be safer, this is partially true as in some rural areas not far from cities you may bump into crime...

Welcome here, sorry for your condition, deep anxiety may lead to health problems in the long run. As said, try to relax and reduce the environment level of affection of your mind as constant news, informations about problems, etc may out the mind in alarm mode and you connect to the general...

You only know situation in deep but, if a Gentile is caught into the jaws of a jew, there will be strong spiritual ties Chakra to Chakra, so one of the first things to do is force situation to separate jew and Gentile in daily life, and then cut the ties from the chakras in the Astral plane with...

I think many factors should be taken into consideration. It goes without saying that a Zevist is way easier to handle as a partner. Would you prefer a Zevist woman with bad or neutral Planets to you, or a normal person with very good mutual Sinastry (planetary match) for love and relationship...

I think s/he is just scared of being trapped in his own weakness, one day. So knowing the Gods allow him/her to suicide in such extreme cases, is a mental relief, not a real need or plan. Just knowing s/he MAY escape a possible trap, one day, if any. Probably the Soul asking the question was...

I will try to give you some more words than "keep trying" answer as you seem quite in trouble. First of all I al sorry for you, loneliness may be hard sometimes. Have you considered that you may be holding yourself back from a healty relationship ? Being unloved in childhood, may create...

I think it's personal choice and much depends on the Planets ruling your 8th house, or so. Age may vary. I will do that, firmly. When you are very weak you can start sinking in the mass mind, so to speak, and this is something I cannot afford. Also I would never want to rely on "external...

Hello there. This is a very noble and good idea, you are admirable for willing to challenge the enemy. As you know it's the enemy behind the "pharma uncontrolled abuse", I mean they overproduce non-needed drugs. Despite some medicines are very needed and may save life, as with everything the...

First of all, very sorry for your experience and situation as you most likely suffered traumas, and this is really sad and unjust. Please receive my empathy on this. I will relate my experience, it may be different for others anyway. - Paramount is asking guidance from a Demon or your own GD...

I think, if you look for such an answer here, you may have suffered traumas in your childhood and you are looking for solutions and answers to your suffering, In any case yes, it exists in some individuals. I speak by direct experience here. Yes, this is recurrent in "normal" people so to...

Go to astro-seek and calculate your birth chart. Observe where Saturn is, your 3rd house, Mercury. Blocks may come from the Planets at your birth date, everyone here have at least one in their Soul. It is common. Also, Planets transiting may affect this block by increasing or overcoming it...

Welcome, man. "He" is fake and does not exist. How can he do anything for you? You will never regret being here. Watch out, this may require consistent work, while xianity is based on laziness. If you can stand this, you will be highly rewarded. Good luck in your new life.

I just realizes I posted it in the wrong area. There it is : https://ancient-forums.com/threads/women.301694/