i am not getting strong or immediate results from my power meditations, what should i do?

--- In [email protected], "crazzykid70" <crazzykid70@... wrote: hey thanks for the advice, well i have been doing the meditations and the seem to be working. finally some proof that a religion is real! i am now going to become a dedicated satanist. :)

i was raised in a catholic family but i have been really interested in satanism. i am not sure what to do with my religion an if i become a satanist, how would i go about it without anyone finding out?