I don't understand that, but it doesn't really matter. We are on different paths. "Jesus saith unto him, Thomas, because thou hast seen me, thou hast believed: blessed are they that have not seen, and yet have believed." (John 20,29) Anyone who believes in anything is, wittingly or...

Obviously, you have not yet experienced this state of being personally. Since I've tried to be careful not to believe in anything and started reading Cioran again, I basically feel better. I haven't "broken down". :) Finally, after Christianity, the SS helped me to overcome the illusion of...

Thank you! The last two times I didn't make it to the interview, but I'm no longer upset about rejections. I've probably had so many rejections in the last 10 months that I've become immune. My current employer unexpectedly announced a small pay rise from 1 January. It's not much, but it's a...

Thank you! In January I will start Hatha yoga, possibly pranayama, that's all I have planned for now.

I have a few questions. 1. Is there any point in doing these exercises when I'm enervated, don't believe in their effectiveness, and just do them as a boring chore? I'm sure I won't feel anything, just as I haven't felt anything before. And I have no faith. It prevents me from concentrating...

Thank you. I feel that I can do that. I think this is the best advice I've received in this topic so far. If I don't feel anything and I don't have faith, why not start the practice completely from the ground up, at the physical level? I realised I had nowhere to hurry. As I wrote, my life will...

Thank you, thought-provoking video. I will distribute.

Thank you for your replies! I have had tinnitus since the first half of 2014. And for about 25 years I've had disgusting inflamed pimples on my skin. Neither medication nor doctors have helped. When I drank a lot of alcohol, the tinnitus stopped. Now I am thinking about marijuana, I have never...

It was not a cakewalk for me in the least. It was two hard fights and there were a lot of rounds in both of them. 8-) Only NakedPluto thinks that I "all of the life doing nothing". But NP sometimes argues with his own ideas, and I don't want to disturb him. :roll: I'm also not sure what to...

1. I do not understand you. Blitzkreig wrote to me and I replied to him. Why did you write to me now? I wrote a reply to you recently, but you did not reply: https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=75726&p=399674#p399674 2. Cobra could have easily handled my deletion 4 months ago when I...

Clarification: points 4-5.

It may be hard to believe, but I appreciate your reply. The formula is simple. I don't like myself, because I have ruined the "A" side of my life with my bad decisions. (Based on the average age of Hungarian men, I am already on the "B" side.) And I don't like my current life situation, which...

I do not understand. What did I lie about? 87 days is almost 3 months, yes. I wrote it all, you can read the text of my confirmation in the new members topic. There I wrote down when I started the job and why I started then, etc. On day 88 I found out that I was again not hired for two jobs...

Because I hate myself. And because maybe I don't want to live anymore. But there are one or two people and animals that make me want to live. I am no longer interested in spirituality. And I apologize for being rude to you. I apologize to the all.

I'm glad you're enjoying yourself. If you are feeling a little better, then it made sense that I created this topic. I am very happy too. I can't wait to watch helplessly as my loved ones and I sink into total hopelessness.