Im versed in meditation and powers are more usefull, now im having troble entering a trance a very deep one, and i spend every single day trying, and multple times each day; and i go to work for a short day, it drains me a little but still... When i get even a little deep i become lithurgic, and...

 I agree firmily on lucius regardes. Study as much as you can, and practice daily simple meditations, even only 10 minutes is better then nothing. You have an extermely long life and time, but does go fast,im only 18, and been doing this stuff for years.  It does take time to spiritually grow in...