So I think what I'm dealing with is an angel as it won't let me raise my kundalini all the way. The demons are trying to help me raise it but the angel above my head won't let them. I can't meditate as their is a bunch of noise from the angel in my head. Am I screwed?

I just want to break free and wake up from the illusions, delusions, etc... I have been trying for years and its soo hard to live a normal life or a life with meaning. I struggle with myself and life every day almost.

I would meditate and fight these things but the noise in my head is too loud. I long for death but it never comes. I live a very sad and lonely life and seems like I am doomed :( I have been fighting to break free but they won't let me go :( Trust me, I been trying to break free from these...

Well I got tortured by them for 13 years, until one day I had enough of it and told them to stop and leave me alone, and they backed off but are still there watching and following me wherever I go. Whatever it is it is powerful and ruining my life. It has got me isolated too and is trying to...

How do I know if my Spirit guides are angels or demons? Do angels use flashes of light to get our attention? Do angels lie, confuse, torture, mislead, etc... their victims? Are humans both light and dark? Do people who follow angels get destroyed in the end?

Does the Bible make people schizophrenic and mentally ill?

Hello again, I have read most of the site, I just never post on the forums.

Hi, I am new here, how do we ascend to the godhead if there are enemy entities stopping us from doing so? How do we fight these enemy entities if we don't know how to meditate and make them go away and leave us alone?