I know exactly how you feel marc. This is usually a rough change ,but Satan and his Demons are friendly and encouraging. You will come to learn much more amazing things you would'nt have thought possible. I don't want to sound like a bribe or anything like that. It's alot of hard work and...

I am a frequent user of marijuana, but my high priest says "u know how much u meditate? Well once you smoke it takes all that power u got from it and flushes it down the drain." Any further advice?