I know that when masturbating the energy should be sent up the spine but when I engage in sexual intercourse with my girlfriend (soon to be fiancee) my emotions consume me and literally the only thing that i am aware of is me and her and I can't focus to send the energy up the spine and my...

You may need more practice with meditation and such I did the same thing ironically and mosquitoes rarely even land close to me every so often one will land on me though and did you use afirmations excuse my spelling

If you go to the sermons section if the website you can find sermons on Hitler but you have to download the PDF file it's in a long list but the list is long

When I did the dedication ritual I signed my name in pen then cut my wrist and put a nice streak of blood through my signature is this okay