Thank you, but as for the first one, I already practically read the whole website but I'm still confused as to what to do first.

Hello! I'm brand new so I have a few questions to get me started. If you could help, I would appreciate it so much! Anyway, first question; How do I actually start? Do I dedicate my soul first before anything else? Or what..? Second, I'm currently in a Christian home, but my parents are kind of...