How are you unable to do meditation, or yoga?Also you can spread the truth by going on the internet and by any means find a way to spread the truth.Maybe you can make an account on wattpad and post a book about Satanism like I did.You can write/print things on paper and stick them multiple books...
I have an idea for getting the word out about Satanism, bear with me, but I think we should post books about Satanism. It is a free popular site where people post stuff they write. So I think it might be a good way to spread the word. What do you guys think?