I have read your replies and it really does mean a lot to me knowing I have others to ask questions and gain knowledge. After a few days I have been getting the feeling that this is what I want to do and I'm ready! I have the JoyofSatan site for information and kind words from you all. Now there...

I want to become a devoted Satanist however in the past I didnt exactly do the dedication ritual correctly and ended up chickening out. Not to mention I used to say bad things about Satan being that I grew up in a religious background. So what I'm trying to get at is, can I still do dedication...