It's all good if you need to vent a bit. It has even been helpful to me to read some of the responses too as some of them really struck a chord with me, especially the one written by Alicia666.
Although the situations and circumstances are different, we are all going through some struggle in...
Thank you so much for writing this as I whole heartedly agree.
Brother Blitzkeig is such an inspiration and a positive role model. I was lurking here on the forums for a good year before I dedicated and he always continually impressed me with his informative, helpful, and thoughtful responses...
For the mathematics, you could try "Astrological Chart Calculations - An Outline of Conventions and Methodology" by Bruce Scofield.
This book covers all the mathematics for basic chart calculations and covers the Placidus House System, however, if you were wanting to calculate other house...
Hi Ruby,
Please do not worry about your dedication ritual. It sounds like you so badly wanted it to be perfect. As the dedication page says on the JoS site, it is the intent that counts. Satan knows you weren't being flippant.
The important thing now is to advance as best you can.
Others here have already given you great and sound advice.
I believe I can offer you some perspective and observations in general, that may prove to be helpful too.
I am thinking that you are somewhat young, as women who are of similar build and older will have probably have resolved and dealt...
I personally think you're overthinking this. Please don't get caught up comparing yourselves with others, especially those who have great stories. Perhaps these people were already reasonably advanced in a former life or perhaps they weren't involved with Abrahamic faiths, as this does take its...