Hello everyone, I made this throwaway account for a specific problem I've been facing since late March. Despite this being embarrassing and silly, I hope to learn more about the mind and magic through the end of it all. I've unfortunately had a history of OCD. Though I've gotten better at...

I'm wondering if incorporating silence before the affirmations into the regular RTR would be worthwhile. Since we've been briefly meditating on the nothingness of the Tetragrammaton for its RTR, would focusing on the powerlessness and nonexistence of the Hebrew alphabet add any sort of decent...

It's an inevitability. Abusing a child and posting the abuse for everyone to see is nowhere respectable in prison. Wife abusers have met this fate, so best believe he's going to receive no mercy in there.

Really, there are unironic memes about this? I at least had faith that even the far-leftists would see the absurdity in this situation. But I guess not, given that they're consciously or subconsciously set on the destruction of the United States' political institutions and nearly anything or...

I'm curious how the hell this guy and the person holding down the kid were there in the first place, alongside the person holding the camera. Were they just babysitting and then did this shit? Were they messing around with the mom and she left her kid to fend for himself? Maybe even home...

I definitely feel a strong love for the Gods right now. The difference of energy between them and that wretched "God" thoughtform is immense. Any sort of relationship I had with that thing was based on fear: fear that I was going to suffer eternally because I didn't admit my "sins" to a priest...

Hell, I feel drained if I decide to postpone my morning meditations later in the day. :lol: With RTR's, I feel relaxed afterwards so they're no problem for me. I do feel the Chakras, or at the very least pressure where they're located, when doing meditations and mantras on them. It would make...

The whole Jewish existential crisis really can be the worst, especially if there's an actual possibility of it being true. It's one thing to be randomly insecure about it, for maybe like a day or two at the most. It's another when having a family background that may suggest Jewishness. The...

Yeah, it wouldn't make sense that I would be a Jew if I did RTR's for so long and benefited from meditation. It was just worrisome though to see legitimate Jewish names in my family and not know their parents' origins; you can only go so far back with your family line on Ancestry.com before you...

I haven't introduced myself before since I've been lurking on the forums since July, but with this I feel that I absolutely need to reach out to somebody. I'm terrified about possibly being a racial Jew. I decided to go to my family's account on Ancestry.com and check our family tree since I got...