Whatever happens brother, death is not a bad thing. https://ancient-forums.com/threads/about-death.64553/#post-295533

This is awesome! Thank you for sharing. These are some actually high level experiences, the fact that you experienced this as a lurker... You have been with the Gods in past lives as well, this is 100%.

Yeah it's not good. Although Russians have some Mongolian blood, most of them are White. Just go with escorts if you need sex, you don't want random girls to catch feelings and than you broke their hearts, it's better if it's her job.

A lot of do, they sell their soul for some shekels. They literally hit up people and tell them to do this and that for some money and fame, and if they accept they also put some hebrew curse on them. Most if not all of them are completely unaware of all of this, they just think some heroes...

It is That's the problem Because it is Don't do this, do this for yourself. To some extent it is okay and some kinks, these are just sexual preferences. But not to some inhuman disgusting extent.

Very probable. No. But you should be concerned about doing everything you can for Humanity and living your life to the fullest and advance.

Yes definitely, half year and especially one year workings will be much more effective and permanent. 40 days is just the first level.

You can't become famous in a week but long term efforts shall pay you off

It's better to move on, and find someone else.

In the beginning I would change the fastes way to healthy way," beneficial, positive", are also good words for this.

You need to practice more for this, remote viewing and using the 3rd eye for such is advanced. Lot of purification and practice.

I wasn't emotional, but people need HARD reality checks, she broke up with him because a true Woman needs sex and kids, it is very justified that she broke up. I tell you you'll never have a girlfriend like this. So you need to change and get ready for a relationship. This is worst tier...

I wouldn't say so, rather the opposite, but generally Sun mantras are the best for cleaning / purification, but sometimes do a visuddhi deep cleaning as well. So this will keep things in balance and ensure everything is cleaned.

I don't know how that would affect you but definitely meditation can help, self hypnosis very much as well.

This means they like you. Why does it bothers you?