for the last 2weeks or so i've been having atleast 2 dreams (that i remember mostly) about giant spiders one black and one green/yellowish i dont remember what the dream was about fully but i that is the one part i kept remembering for some reason anyone knows what it could mean?

how do you know if something is a past dream i can remember things from my dreams which are currently not in the world anymore atleast but how do you know if its your past dream or not?

the more i hear about jews the more it sickens me

is there any way to know for certain of you have or dont have a part jewish soul since this is the only thing that's keeping me from dedication the fear of i might have a small piece of jewish soul (tough i dont feel or think i'm a jew at all)

lately i've been seeing really disturbing things in my dreams like entire countries having big warts on them or a black water droplet in the middle of energy (as i've seen today) and recently i've been dreaming more about things that happen a day or months later(i've always had this but recently...

is having pale skin something only jews have?

for a few days by now i have this whenever i look at myself in a dark place i see my body surrounded in white is this energy or my aura? also is it strange i like being in the night and moon more than day and sun?

last week when i was meditating i was seeing white energy as usual going into all kinds of shapes and forms but after a minute or something i saw something like a pool and then from the middle to out (edges were stil white as energy) i saw something akin to the world we live in but with large...

i am questioning being jewish due to the fact that my family tells me some part of my family is jewish (tough none seem like one at all)

is there any other way of knowing wether you're a jew or not outside dna test (i cannot do that due to it being to expensive for me) or rtr's(i live with my mom so i cannot safely do that) it's the only thing preventing me from dedicating myself.

thanks for the answer:-) i was tbh quite worried it was some trick of jews

in the past 2 weeks i've seen a few times a bright green or gold like color while void meditating with a white around the edges (it looks like half a moon) does anyone know what this could be? or is it a trick of the mind

should i use 1 or more candles for the dedication ritual?

every since 2-3weeks ago i start satanic void meditation (not dedicated yet) i've noticed i have no more headaches in the mornings since then and my hands and feet are no longer cold, is this normal?

is it possible to do the formal dedication ritual without a candle?, due to the fact there are only white candles sold in about 50km radius around the place i live