I suppose you could find someone to email here and discuss certain things with :) I have a few people i email and they have helped loads!

Hiya everyone :) Well im 18 now, but when i was 17 i dedicated myself to satan, for some reason i didnt think it was vaild, every speaks of they felt so much more happier ect. i just felt sad? and every night i would have these horrid nightmares of me constantly dieing a different death each...