i was a jehovah witness for 5 years and then i became a mormon looking for truth that i never found doing research one day on my own i found joy of satan website and i did the ritual i'm just having problem with meditating i always fall asleep and another problem im having is that i'm a very...

I'm having a problem with negative energy all around me i need to know if there's any ritual to use to get it of it its making crazy my body hurts cant take it anymore please help me