Things happen when people give advice. Not from an astrologer but from a “world renowned highly specialized medical expert in blood disorders,” which he absolutely was, his attitude and character did suck to me that specific day. I wasn’t looking to be dramatic but the fact that I came to this guy or could even get in via referral mattered. He knew he was “all that,” and so he treated me that way with the lack of information and concern he had over the situation. Of course he sees things that are much worse, which I acknowledged going in. But I’m there, literally a very young girl and a mom stepping up saying hey I can see something is wrong, I want to save my life and I want the concerns my family has to go away too. It also impacts how I’m treated at home, everything he says and has to offer relies on his opinion. I am wanting him to talk to me like an adult as well, and not like some young girl who had a few close chances but someone who deserves to know and wants to also contribute. He ran some tests and did something very disgusting, I had the results and he thought he could pull a fast one on me, maybe taking advantage of the condition - this test that I had to fight very hard to get hoping that maybe even it would help an insurance company get the medication because (it was needed) and other specialists opinions mattered. This piece of actual fucking shit and I don’t say that lightly because I respect the actual crap out of this person too, LIED INTENTIONALLY about the results and attempted to say there was nothing wrong, and maybe to say I was a waste of his time. There’s no way to correct this and the guy didn’t realize I knew how to read and understand scientific articles in a specific way. That’s a lot of audacity, and these guys think “yes this thing exists this is going to kill you,” he said that I may have something that would make my date of death this year. These are specialists that are very certain and cautious of their words. And so he can try to take it back and cover his butt if a lawsuit occurred in the event I died, he wanted to make it seem like he didn’t say this and like there was nothing in it for him. Maybe he felt that no one behind me was looking out over the assets or whatever. The persons words mattered because he told me that because of these specific symptoms that do not ordinarily occur, but it’s abnormal representation with me, there IS something happening that YES it’s causing a problem and NO we can’t do anything about it. He said when we feel like we can’t do anything about it it’s best to just “forget it”
Well ten years later I remember hearing and knowing yeah. “We’ll find out in 10 years if it’s this or not because you’ll be dead at exactly the 10 year mark,” I believe in impossible things