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You can use Gebo to restore these old, positive relationships that you had. You will also want to send out texts to any friends or family or whoever else is important to you, in order to keep these relationships alive.
Making connections with humans on earth is necessary for our growth. It is not reasonable to delete every connection except for that of a God, even if there is the risk of enemy attachment.
I kind of get where Wotan is coming from, since I have had the thought to take the same drastic measures when I came to here.
Everything felt shit and painful. Look you can build the 'positive' loophole in there but even sometimes after a couple of lifetimes things and people have changed so much that you can't get along 'positively' with them anymore.
If it is truly a blessed connection, I am sure you'll know, because your soul still somewhere remembers.
And even if you get all your memories back, it'd probably be easier to pinpoint who it was exactly anyway, and then work from there to meet them again.
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Wotan do you have any hobbies? If you don't try to find something that suits you and then try to find like-minded people. Being socially alone isn't helping anyone.
You need to go out and have a laugh. Or just enjoy yourself. Even if at first its just you alone going to the cinema or having a walk out in nature. You don't need to be with someone for starters. Just go out, do what you enjoy doing and meet new people that way. Some people stick and some people don't. :)
Or maybe you have a place where you can go for a meal (for cheap so you can't choose what you want in example) and hangout with people (most people still suck) but even superficial relationships can at least lighten your day and make you feel a little less lonely.
Or maybe some freelance work. Maybe help someone with their garden. I don't know, Im just making up stuff.
Just do something that you enjoy, in the first place :).