Weird dream

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if answer is to ignore, please just reject this thread

This is genuinely the last time I’ll ask about anything related to enemy entities since i already almost fully understood this.

I’ve read the advice given to others, and I understand that in most cases the answer is to ignore, clean your aura, and move on. I am just ignoring the complete topic, and I have zero fear, zero negative experiences, zero worry and no ongoing issues.

I just have one small lingering uncertainty from a dream I had yesterday, and I’d appreciate a final reality check so I can put it to rest completely.

The dream:

I saw what looked like a Gray standing in a neutral, non‑threatening way. There was a contract present, feeling like a dedication ritual. In the dream I forgot these are enemy entities, the Gray was just standing there calmly, “like an average joe,” waiting. I felt intuitive resistance to signing, but I was also in a very high‑vibe joyfully smiling in an indifferent state to the gray, just walking around near him looking at him and not caring much while feeling very joyful. While feeling the underlying intuitive resistence to contract even if i was not knowing he is ennemy entity. But i also was feeling as about to sign. I don’t remember if I actually signed; when I woke up I had a vague sense like I might have, but no strong memory.

Directly, before this dream or after it, i had another dream that i completely forgot, it was long dream but i remembered a part, it was someone i was with who achieved a high state, his body vanished and he was just a ( i think bright) ball of energy moving around fast and he was laughing so hard and i was running following him asking him how did you do that but he did not stop laughing and moving fast so he was just laughing hard not explaining. And i think it happened twice in the same dream, i remember we were 3 people sitting on a slowly flying thing ( i do not know the two) then one of us did that, he became a ball of energy moving instead of body and started moving as a ball of energy. I just kept watching that.

My question:

Given that I have no fear, no negative experiences waking or sleeping, and I was in a positive state during the dream does this sound like a purely internal / mental dream, or is it something I should take as an external attempt? Also, should I revoke the agreement mentally, or just ignore?

If answer is to ignore please just reject the thread, and won’t bring this topic up again. I do not fear grays anyway, they look funny.

Thank you.

My gut feeling is that these were just mental dreams that symbolize your real life.

Deep Darkness wrote:View source

My gut feeling is that these were just mental dreams that symbolize your real life.

Thank you for your reply, the following is not about you since you are respectful and honestly just sharing your gut feeling, and mentioning it, instead of saying it is mental bs, like if you saw it mentally when it was just gut feeling. Also there was no mockery in your reply, This matters a lot to me. So the following is not about you, it is in relation to old invalidations i faced. I want to express my opinion on this. But Concerning this thread, i already forgot the above, besides the second dream it went to my journal.

I used to take invalidation seriously, but now I see it as an opinion and take it with a grain of salt. I had many experiences that members invalidated only later to find out they were real and meaningful( new updates). A simple example: I once asked here, can Gods cause thunder as a sign? A member told me why would a God do that? thE GoDs ArE sO GreAt aNd BuSy aNd WiLl NoT CaUsE tHunDer.

This made me dismiss it. Only to yesterday find in HPZM thread this was valid.. With time, dismissing those made me start seeing the Gods are having less and less power, since basically every single experience I shared got dismissed.

This went to the extent of me thinking the experiences were all enemy entity related, i started even doubting all the summonings. Since basically based on those members the Gods do not interact, besides with them and with the High Priests, the Gods check your ancient forums profil, if there is new member near your name they do not interact and they limit your experiences( ironically). this trapped me into starting to think a lot about enemy entities and ask about them, because if all my experiences are invalid, who is the entity I am having experiences with then? I clearly perceive the entities i am sure the experiences are real( besides seing eyes open, and it it not about seing i said ‘perceive’), so the fact they are not the Gods,

It MUST be an enemy entity ( i have strong brain so i cannot fool myself..) , and of course the enemy entity thing got too invalidated. And this time they were right.And i looked delusional, when in fact those experiences i had them with the Gods.

After the new updates, I started seeing many things validated, which made me feel BETRAYED by the members who were invalidating my experiences. So now all the invalidations I am taking with a grain of salt since they made me dismiss real experiences with the Gods=this is Yehuboric in nature. I do not have a problem with one invalidating as an opinion or with reasoning and guidance, this is ok. i have problem with what i will mention after this, but keep in mind, being able to perceive the Gods => invalidation ( with mockery+ all backed by the member being new) => i close that perception with the Gods => they cut me from the Gods = Yehuboric in nature.

whats worst and what i disliked is +90% of those invalidations were not even guiding, they were just mocking( i do not complain, i just feel bad that i discarded many experiences with the Gods because of them). Even the above, it was just the contract thing that made me feel concerned. I should not have shared it. The above i just rejected any agreements mentally, i am loyal to Zeus only, i asked God Zeus to help me with that and i ignored completely.

The members who resist new updates resist them for different reasons, but there are ones who resist because they hold false knowledge concerning the Gods. The new updates clash with that, and they find it hard to release those because it requires removing the false superiority they assumed.

I want to finalize with the fact that Gods do not see one as one sees him. If one thinks I am dumb, that is his opinion and it is worthless ( i am not talking about opinions that are valid or even if false ( one cannot be always right) if a person gives opinion and guides with good intent this is good and his opinion matters), and if the Gods are kind with him, it does not mean they hold his opinions. People think the Gods being kind = the Gods share all their opinions and have same preferences as them; this is false.

Being kind is being kind; we see this in humans with humans too. I talk kindly to someone, and he thinks I did so because of something in his mind. (With spiritual people this is even worse, any act of kindness he thinks its because of his spiritual powers.. they do not understand that there are many aspects to life)I many times in real life acted against my nature just to make the person know whatever he thinks is what is binding me into acting that way it is not. And only then i got back to acting as i am.

I always projected this unto the Gods before the new updates, i always attributed the Gods kindness to the Gods , primarly, not to me, and this is why i never had the the delusional thinking some have .. which cause them to resist the new updates like if the Gods are changing, when in fact the truth that is being released is clashing with the false opinions they have. If one truly seeks the Gods, more revelations are blessings, not something to resist. The Gods exist unbound by ones opinions, trying to get close to the Gods with mere opinions is 100% delusional, the truth is to be approached as it is. With a clear mind. And this is why the Highest level of God perception ( GodHead ) sounds void.

Check email please wrote:View source

Thank you for your reply, the following is not about you since you are respectful and honestly just sharing your gut feeling, and mentioning it, instead of saying it is mental bs, like if you saw it mentally when it was just gut feeling. Also there was no mockery in your reply, This matters a lot to me. So the following is not about you, it is in relation to old invalidations i faced. I want to express my opinion on this. But Concerning this thread, i already forgot the above, besides the second dream it went to my journal.

I used to take invalidation seriously, but now I see it as an opinion and take it with a grain of salt. I had many experiences that members invalidated only later to find out they were real and meaningful( new updates). A simple example: I once asked here, can Gods cause thunder as a sign? A member told me why would a God do that? thE GoDs ArE sO GreAt aNd BuSy aNd WiLl NoT CaUsE tHunDer.

This made me dismiss it. Only to yesterday find in HPZM thread this was valid.. With time, dismissing those made me start seeing the Gods are having less and less power, since basically every single experience I shared got dismissed.

This went to the extent of me thinking the experiences were all enemy entity related, i started even doubting all the summonings. Since basically based on those members the Gods do not interact, besides with them and with the High Priests, the Gods check your ancient forums profil, if there is new member near your name they do not interact and they limit your experiences( ironically). this trapped me into starting to think a lot about enemy entities and ask about them, because if all my experiences are invalid, who is the entity I am having experiences with then? I clearly perceive the entities i am sure the experiences are real( besides seing eyes open, and it it not about seing i said ‘perceive’), so the fact they are not the Gods,

It MUST be an enemy entity ( i have strong brain so i cannot fool myself..) , and of course the enemy entity thing got too invalidated. And this time they were right.And i looked delusional, when in fact those experiences i had them with the Gods.

After the new updates, I started seeing many things validated, which made me feel BETRAYED by the members who were invalidating my experiences. So now all the invalidations I am taking with a grain of salt since they made me dismiss real experiences with the Gods=this is Yehuboric in nature. I do not have a problem with one invalidating as an opinion or with reasoning and guidance, this is ok. i have problem with what i will mention after this, but keep in mind, being able to perceive the Gods => invalidation ( with mockery+ all backed by the member being new) => i close that perception with the Gods => they cut me from the Gods = Yehuboric in nature.

whats worst and what i disliked is +90% of those invalidations were not even guiding, they were just mocking( i do not complain, i just feel bad that i discarded many experiences with the Gods because of them). Even the above, it was just the contract thing that made me feel concerned. I should not have shared it. The above i just rejected any agreements mentally, i am loyal to Zeus only, i asked God Zeus to help me with that and i ignored completely.

The members who resist new updates resist them for different reasons, but there are ones who resist because they hold false knowledge concerning the Gods. The new updates clash with that, and they find it hard to release those because it requires removing the false superiority they assumed.

I want to finalize with the fact that Gods do not see one as one sees him. If one thinks I am dumb, that is his opinion and it is worthless ( i am not talking about opinions that are valid or even if false ( one cannot be always right) if a person gives opinion and guides with good intent this is good and his opinion matters), and if the Gods are kind with him, it does not mean they hold his opinions. People think the Gods being kind = the Gods share all their opinions and have same preferences as them; this is false.

Being kind is being kind; we see this in humans with humans too. I talk kindly to someone, and he thinks I did so because of something in his mind. (With spiritual people this is even worse, any act of kindness he thinks its because of his spiritual powers.. they do not understand that there are many aspects to life)I many times in real life acted against my nature just to make the person know whatever he thinks is what is binding me into acting that way it is not. And only then i got back to acting as i am.

I always projected this unto the Gods before the new updates, i always attributed the Gods kindness to the Gods , primarly, not to me, and this is why i never had the the delusional thinking some have .. which cause them to resist the new updates like if the Gods are changing, when in fact the truth that is being released is clashing with the false opinions they have. If one truly seeks the Gods, more revelations are blessings, not something to resist. The Gods exist unbound by ones opinions, trying to get close to the Gods with mere opinions is 100% delusional, the truth is to be approached as it is. With a clear mind. And this is why the Highest level of God perception ( GodHead ) sounds void.

I was also clearly knowing and perceiving my GD is always here, and was continuously told the Gods are not always there, because they are busy, so they go up there in some place, this also led me to believe ennemy entities are the ones who i perceive always here, since i clearly perceive there are someones who are always here, i really suffered because of the ideas circulating before updates.