So I try to nail a Ritial without being interrupted for once in I dont even remember the last time I had an opportunity to do it in privacy.
And low and behold the one on the very right out of three under the clock I always use, is not responding or loading. So I decided to use the middle one. I forgot that it WAS A PIECE OF FUCKING SHIT that doesn't allow you to erase the last three letters. Why we even allowed this garbage to go on our war room I have no idea.
So then I pull open an app I loaded to do it. Hits gallery, app stopped working, closes, app stopped working, app stopped working....
I am ready to beat someone to fucking death. I had to PRETEND and do it my fucking mind.
There's no need or use in freaking out like this. If it's really just this that got you so riled up there is something very wrong somewhere and you'd do well to deal with it. If you're projecting other issues onto this well I don't need to tell you how immature and beneath a Zevist this behavior is...
What I will point out is that people here chose to take their own time and energy to make something for the benefit of others, for you, and you are responding to their good will and kindess with denigration and insults, like a total shitbag.
Also, as Aquarius said, doing it in your mind is what you're supposed to do and is the most powerful. The tools are to help newer people learn to do the visualization.
For your own sake and others', chill out and get yourself together brother.